Jelly Belly

Feeling: childish
hrmmm.. tonight i passes my retake for exam#2 in pyschology. yea for jessica. wh00t. mmmmmmmmm today was easy day at work. just putting away dozens of socks. i hate socks. i never wanna see another one again. well just on my feet when its cold. frank's all into his america's army. he's kinda scary hearing him yell like a bipolar schizo. hrmm.. was that right? i dunno. im trying to make a calm mix.so im going through a bagillion songs. i got some good calm songs.yea for me. im not looking forward to this weekend. i know i have to work. and there is going to be a surplus of incoming ppl from mexico. a gah. i need to get my helmet ready. i was on looking through lj journals and i read one about this girl getting dissed really bad, it was sad. such ugly things said. i wanna go to the beach. ********* 4:53 am im so bored at the moment. im gonna break. i need another voice to hear. i wrote this the night out. walking straight in lines point blank seen before time does fly when nothing moves and pieces fall exploding images capsize the bludering fool caught up in riots for fifty years you are the remix the utmost super shade of blue the soul search ends in waves of sand and fog hit the sticks so swell my friend talk to the party crazed sidewalk talk sittin at Ihop waiting for?? pancakes. and the straight line home. ***** i need sleep. but i cannot find it.
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Sounds really familiar, got the same speech, i just know that i won't fuck up my life and do the same shit they did. Just to over baring for me the way they use their techniques on her, (her parents), they corner her an attack her like she is 12, just kinda pisses me off, they will never approach me, so until they get the full sotry they need to MYOFB you know...hehe
[Anonymous]
I'm sure you are.
lol, so what if i did?....lol. i can't help it if it smells good...lol. : )
I have them anyway, I’d have thought a busy day would have you knackered enough to sleep well.
lol, i just carry the guy smell with me when i want it...lol. you can't smell it unless you like smell my armpits...lol, so when i want to smell a guy...i can just smell my armpits...lol. i'm laughing so hard typing this, you probably think i'm crazy...lol. hahahahaha.
haha. yeah, my friend, a girl i might add, got me hooked on wearing guys deorderant...lol.
yeah, i love how guys smell...lol. i wear guys deoderant...lol, shhh, don't tell, but it smells sooo good...lol.
Hmmm…a busy day? Not sure I remember what that’s like.
yea, parents heh, what wil you do lol
[Anonymous]
Have you ever listened to trance music? It's really quite calming. There's a website where you can get songs. The url is http://www.digitallyimported.com/

I hate being short. I wish I could be a normal height for my age, but I've always been this way. I'm lucky to have reached 5 foot I guess. It's really tough when people don't understand your situation and they judge you before getting to know you for who you really are.
yeah, smoke...i dunno about the smell, but his cologne, now that smells good...lol. : )
Don't take that back, you said it for a reason, say what you feel. I do it an thats hwy they hate me, cause i love her, never knew it was a crime to have emotions. So i say what i mean and feel what i say and never regret any decisions i make or am gonna make
[Anonymous]
if u want we could talk on msn if u got it ? me so bored
oh ya.. whats up with u i havent messaged u in a long time :(

i havent really used my diary in sucha long time :P i dont really no y just busy at work ...boo on that
I like a bit of relaxation music every once in a while. I think I'm going to try to sleep "early" tonight, so I'll ttyl. Thanks for the comments. Night!
Yeah, I don't trust myself, I might get addicted if I started so I will just stay away from the alley. Thanks for the comment. Later.
I think you're right, when we are 30 we will look damn good. lol.