....i feel so sick to my stomach... nothin' is goin riight... work sucked... movie sounds great... sleep sounds great... 10:43 pm... uhhh fuckin' damn it... i wish people would stop bein fuckin retared... i cant take it any more... whats the point in lettin' shit thats not true bother you... uhhhh... goin to my cuzins tomarrow... uhh i really dun fuckin want to... i wanna sleep all day... n all fuckin nite.. n i never wake upp.. i wish people would listen to me.. n take my advice... fuck my problems.. i cant fix em riight know... but untill then.. please let me help youu... all of you... all of my friends... i jus wanna help you all.. n make sure your alll happy.. as sooon as that happens.. ill be happy... uhhh my head... 10:45pm... dude im gunna puke... this hurts so muchh... fuck me... *yawn*... i really need someone to fuckin hold riight know.. that would be GREAT... but i guess... that wont happen.. cuz im not worth trustin.. im not worth tryin for.. im not worth it.. im not perfect.. sorry.