He'll Never Know

Feeling: wonderful
He'll Never Know just How much i bleed For him untill its to late, and my cold lifeless body lay on the center stage of his show he calls "Never Gonna be Good Enough" he just uses me as a extra, just in case the "real" one never understands the steps to get to his heart like i do. He Toys with everything i have till there is nothing left and i have nothing else left to give to him except the blood that fills my veins, but even that isnt good enough nothing i do will ever be good enough.. She Broke his heart over and over again, but he loves her, she repeatatly shut him out, but he wants her, she doesnt need him anymore but he needs her, and i just sit here and watch as he makes the SAME mistakes over and over and over again, like a broken record he sings the same tune and i cant help but stare and watch him make the same mistake on her as im makeing on him.I watch my heart brake itself over and over again just for him i fucken realize that im not wat he deserves, and im killing myself for nothing, a lost cause of hopless endliss bullshit that will never fucken end unless... I End My Life.. ♥Its All i Can Do To Keep The Blade Between Me and You♥ Written By: Mee.. all of it..
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i like it, its really good...and just forget him, thats what im doing

first steph and now me and you

you would think he'd learn..you know?


and i hope we can put this shit behind us and just forget about all of it..for each others sake


sry bout your other diary but i hope you understand

-marcy
yeah my shrink thought i had thyroid problems but it turned out i was just plain crazy O_O lol

but really, im sorry about the diary..i just asked him to delete the entry, not shut down the whole thing! I hope you didnt have anything important on it...