Worthless... yeah thats what i am...

Listening to: Atreyu*
Feeling: wretched
Well i guess its time fer a little update i suppose... Uhh.. well yeah today is friday, and i have to stay after cuz i have like 20394857 detentions cuz i like to skip classes hott ritte? :) Adn then after that im going to my Nana Sharons house fer the weekend cuz we are going shopping Saturday. Cuz i need new clothes cuz im a fat ass :) hahaha She just got her chemo treatment last week and she was like wicked sick. All her hair is gone again, and well shes weak, and i feel so bad. She is the only one that i felt ever really cared about me. I mean yeah she says mean things to me about my weight and shit, but i mean honestly she is a strong amazing woman.. She is my Hero♥ Well Doug... hahaha im not even gonna get on that subject as of right now cuz we are having sum problems... maybe its just me er sumthing but he is like.. idk.. he skipped skool yesterday.. idk why but i have a good feeling its b/c yesterday was 420.. i mean honestly couldnt he just go to skool and then do it after... he only goes to boces so hed only be there fer like 1 1/2 hrs.. Thats not that bad... i mean seriously.. idk whatever.. not my problem... Me and my guidence counseler are talking about sending me to the Alt. School next year. she really doesnt want to but i really dont wanna go here next year.. We are looking at other alternitives like maybe a diff skool district. idk im lost... i hate this fucken school and stuff, not just b/c of the drama, but everything ne more here bugs me... hmm what else is there to bitch about?.... Well idk what else to really say.. except AMY better be here today... sheesh lol So yeah im outtis bitches Peace :) New Fav. Song :) Gym Class Heros-Cupids choke Hold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma i fell in love again It's safe to say i have a new girlfriend And i know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And i'm afraid i might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And alka seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then i don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know i'm young but if i had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been awhile since we talked last and i'm tryin' hard not to talk fast But dad i'm finally thinkin' i may have found the one Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son And i know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long But i promise this is on a whole new plane I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da) I love the way she calls my phone She even got her very own ringtone If that ain't love then i don't know what love is (ba ba da da) It's gonna be a long drive home but i know as soon as i arrive home And i open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor She'll be back in my arms into my arms once more for sure Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) She's got a smile that would make the most senile Annoying old man bite his tongue I'm not done She's got eyes comparable to sunrise And it doesn't stop there Man i swear She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten And now she's even got her own song But movin' on She's got the cutest laugh i ever heard And we can be on the phone for three hours Not sayin' one word And i would still cherish every moment And when i start to build my future she's the main component Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but Everywhere i go i keep her picture in my wallet like you Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da
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