uhg its like two in the morning and justins been working on his website all day. it looks dope as fuck though but since no ones writting in this thing anymore im gona take a break unless something dope comes up. im bummed sariannes in mexico i miss having a girlfriend to talk to and she left this morning. oh dear. i think i might make a myspace i mean why not? i wana find people i havnt talked to in forever. id ask justin to help me but i think hes kinda against the idea only cuz before i got all jealous and started to get anal about stuff and it started all this bullshit and all this time ive cared if he had one but only because he cared if i had one. i dont even think we were together back then. weird last august a year ago. our aniversarys on sept 2 mandis birthday lol wow a whole year. i better not fuck it up i like fucking things up on aniversarys. not this though i want it to stay i like it. ive always thought justin was sent to take my grandmas place. and to like help me grow up considering my parents kinda lack in that department. its not theyre faults though i mean theyre not awful parents jus preoccupied. i think thats the best excuse ive ever come up with theyre jus preoccupied. perfect im contempt with that excuse, are you? **looks around the table, sees only nods in approval** good. i want this dog to go home now he pisses and shits everywhere and i take him out and he still does but hes old to and he whines but before it was worse hed whine in the middle of the night and it was jus awful. but its better now im tired kids so for now i bid u adue night night always mssmizzle