this I just wrote when I was talking to one of my friends...it's quite shitty...but, it says a lot. and well, yeah, I just decided to put it up, cos I didn't wanna destroy it cos that'd be a waste of feelings. A mist gathered in the shallow waters Blue waves rise and fall Quickly and quietly, all is lost. A friend is slowly changing, A star is what can behold the glory Of jealousy and integrity. Mixed feelings are high, Anger has been unleashed. Is there an outcome to this? Are we going to end up being nothing? Not meant to talk to each other? Secrets, the hidden big secrets Of who you really are. Why do you hide this from me? And from you’re other friends? You can’t be forced into telling me, And I won’t try to force you, I love you too much for that. I just don’t understand why You would keep everything to yourself, I could help you, in some ways. Tears stream down my face Knowing I’ve done wrong to you You’re having a bad time, And I’m sorry for making it worse. I’m sorry for caring way too much for you, I’m sorry for liking you more than what we are. I sober up; it’s not me to cry for you, Well, yes, it is…but that’s out of pure love. I’m trying to help you with you’re problems But, I feel as though you’re not telling me everything. I sign everything “I love you” never expecting to get it back. “I love you too.” Of course, it didn’t mean anything, Just a friendly good-bye, nothing more. A “thanks for listening” and that’s it Off you go, your head in turmoil Of what has happened. You said you had a bad week, I should have asked why, yet, I didn’t. I need you to know soooo bad, That I care about you, so much, That I’d die for you in a second if I could Kiss you. If I could be with you, It’d mean everything to me. But, a strong friendship needs to remain A strong friendship, and I’m here for you Forever. Whenever you need me. I’m here. The beginning doesn't really seem like it's gonna be directed to my friend...I had been starting something else, when this came to me.