Well, in my time zone, it's already 1:06 AM of the 25th. But I'm just gonna tell ya all about my Sweet Sixteen. I woke up around 10 am. && I gotta open presents! *yay* I got a lovely card from my cousin Eric & a mix cd...He has no clue what I listen to, so it mostly contains a lotta things I don't like. But, there are some good songs. Like, there's one by Frou Frou && Erin has been talking about them forever, so I finally got a chance to listen to them. But frankly, I don't remember it too well. && I got a My Chemical Romance cd from my brother. It wasn't Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge, it was their debut cd...but he couldn't find the new one, so I got the next best thing. Really surprised that he got me something though. :) He can be sucha nice person every now & then. && from my grandma & grandpa from my dads' side of the family gave me $60. More money going for a hardcase for my guitar!! YAY! && from my parents, I got these awesome pair of pants...they're plaid. I just gotta ignore the brand name, cos it's something I wouldn't normally wear. && I got a new hat! it's really cool. I got this pastel kit, so I'm gonna get good at using them, once I find time in my life to do so. I got a fuzzy poster, you know, one of those things you colour in with markers. I [heart] those things. I got the newest from Oasis ((Don't Believe the Truth)) &&& I got another hoodie!!!!!! AWESOME!!! It's adio, && it's gray. I wasn't expecting it to be gray, I was thinking it'd be black, but I was wrong. But I love it. It's zip up & has thumb holes. [heart] I love when hoodies have thumb holes! It's quite swell. &&& I almost forgot, I got an Independant wallet. To keep all my dineros in! Well, after all that plesant fun, I started reading the newest magazine from The Rolling Stone. I'm addicted to that thing, read it cover to cover. Takes me like 4 or 5 hours to do so. & well, I read that till 4 something I think. I didn't getta finish it though. && then I took a shower, got ready for work. & went to work. GOT SOMETHING I DIDN'T EXPECT. I get into the kitchen, about 10 to 15 minutes of me being there, in comes Joe (my boss) Leah (his wife) the waitresses, & the cooks && mary beth (she didn't have to work)... GUESS what they have. a birthday cake So, they started to sing. I got soooo extremely embarassed. I go red, and I was red for like an hour after that. It was so embarissing though. Like NONE of my friends even wished me a happy birthday (except like Eric in school...and some Emily chick in my history class) && I got people from the WESTERN singing happy birthday to me & giving me a cake. & it was all Mary Beth's idea. I really like her, she's soooo energetic. I just gotta stop being shy & open up. But it took my brother a year & a half till he opened up to them. So, I'm probably gonna be that long too. &&& Jeremy also helped me with the dishes, only cos it was my birthday .. I made $20 in tips. && Joe even gave me $6.50 for it being my birthday. So, I got a total of... I think it came out to be $86. && I still need to get tips from the party that was had on the 23rd. So, that's pretty cool. Justin doesn't even remember that the 24th was my birthday. Do you know how much that hurts me that one of my best friends doesn't even remember. All he cares about is today (the 25th) being Billy's birthday. Thanks a lot Justin. For nothing. Oh well. :-/ He's at Ivan's house which is like 2 minutes from the Western & he's been there since Friday, & he didn't even go see my Friday or Saturday at work. Maybe we're not as good as friends as I think we are. I don't think we are anymore. Maybe I just help him out with advice & he helps me out with advice. Maybe that's all our friendship is from. Us helping each other back & forth. If he had at least missed me, he woulda came to see me, he's that kind of person. But, I guess he didn't miss me. I'm about to start making myself cry. I'm so terrible. & I've truly given up on Willy. He was in Callicoon this weekend. & he skateboarded a lot. & I asked him if we could talk. His answer "I don't usually talk when I skate." Yeah, that's a great way to blow off a chick that you like/liked. Doing good. But yeah, nothing will ever happen cos he's a "lost boy." & I don't know whether to believe him when he says things because of the past. But, he's a bunch of bullshit now. I'm trying to become friends again with this guy. We haven't talked in months, because of something I said, & I don't think we'll ever talk again. I hate how those things happen. Maybe my friends' were right. Willy was a bad influence on me. I hated who I was. & Erin, Justin, & Doug & I think I'm cluding Marissa in this too. They were right. I was wrong not to listen to my friends. They're always right. & I always pick the wrong guys. Harmony is talking to me again. (I think I might have mentioned this in a previous entry, but it makes me happy) This is a really long entry, but I got just about everything that I'm thinking about right now out. & that's good. My feelings were really bottled up. THE END! Now comment on this extremely long entry. Well, you don't have to. You could just wish me a happy birthday. That'd be nice for some people to say it. I'm talking to Justin right now, & he hasn't even said it to me yet. Yeah, that's reassuring our wonderful friendship. now, it's THE END!