AHHH!!! i feel good. what an understatement. i feel uncontrolable, i want to scream at the top of my lungs, I want to run, run through the cold snow with bare feet. i want to roar, howl even. i feel as though my blood is on fire, running through me igniting everything. so restless. i want to run.... i can't explain it, i feel so alive, heavy, powerful. i just feel... no reason really, been a pretty lame day actually, woke up really late, had to ruch to work, got yelled at at work, got off at around 11 then went to charlottes, watched the end of diehard and went home. and here i am, running burning for this next day to come. ARRRHHH!!! hahahaha, i feel good now, powerful, frightning even. i feel.... things are really going down hill ontop of everything, melissa and i are pretty much done with, she's going off to state, mom and dad are seperating, she's looking for an apartment, i don't know where i am going to live in a couple months, let alone weeks, all my freinds are leaving, i may loose my job very soon, and i am finaly going to be able to tackle my self. and yet, i feel so powerful right now, all this, all this...is nothing. on my own, there is no one to tear me down, or distract my vision, i am an arrow with no wind, i am perfect. i remember i am alive.... later