well i've been trying to make a new username but i cant remember how and quite frankly i am too angry to care. i can't believe how patheticly jealous i get. and right now i feel so ugly and insecure it's just too bloody unbelievable. why do i get like this all the time? i hate it so much how i get angry and then stress and then just cry over how angry i get i lose it all the fucking time why are you like this valentina? and i just want henry to come back from new zealand i'm dying. what makes me feel even worse is just knowing how much henry mum and stepmum hate me. it sure fucking looks like it, trying to get me and henry away from eachother all the fucking time i can't bloody relax anymore. i am so sick of this! i am losing so much respect for you two, you are just so unbelievably stupid. atleast henry's dad is a little more decent and he's smarter and just plain nicer than you. it's funny how you try and stop us having sex but i can't believe thats the only thing you think about. is that so important? oh don't you worry we'll be fucking hard like animals :) oh, valentina you ugly sad girl, stop getting so angry. just break the glass already.