Happy birthday Lulamay!! Fucking seriously dude I'm so bored with life. I have nothing here, besides my friends but not everything lasts for ever. I'm sick of shit people and shit relationships. I'm sick of fake feelings and forced feelings. I'm sick of how people do things just to hurt others. What's the fucking point? You're just making things worse. Fuck man. Why can't everying just be fucking chilled out man. Everyone is so fucking uptight and worried about what other 'popular' people will think about them. Fuck there will always be someone more superior to you or the person you idolise, as long as you don't think people are equal. Fuckkkk I know I'm just rambling on and I have so much more to say but I'll just wait and see what happens.

fuck man srsly. duuude. ugh. man last night I was supposed to be attending chloe's party right yeah? ok well then the school sent a letter home saying how fuckin unacceptable my behaviour OR attitude is towards school. OR? fuck that shit man. They don't even know what they are talking about. SO yeah fuck man I didn't go to chloe's fuuuck. I was so pumped man. I had my own little party on my balcony instead. One lady party. but lucky Cyna was texting me keeping me happy. Then I went in my room and drew characters hahaha. you should see them. but dude man I missed chloe's party. fuck!

i love knowing my mother is home. i love knowing I have a the first season of the mighty boosh. i love knowing I have newww mittens. i love knowing that I have the athletics carnival tomorrow. i love knowing i love. i love not knowing everything.

lol I loveee everything, especially THE MIGHTY BOOSH. The Tundra Rap is the best song eva. I'm little johnny frost bite moving around freezing you up freezing you down, like an icicle. fux yeh brudddda.

hey vince. I know you're reading this. I haven't been on this site for ages. well I don't have much to write. uhhh yeah. maybe another day. BYE.

Its been a while, but I'm actually in a good mood. Don't really have the shits with anyone and I'm seeing Alicia on Thursday, tomorrow going to a gig and some time during the week I'll get a another root with Vince..groovy. Last weeek on Saturday, I played at School of Rock, it was pretty groovy. I was really shy. I mean extremely, i kinda regret it but it's ok next term I won't make the same mistake. Everyone said we played really well, I was satisphied with how we went, though i was disapointed with Love Will Tear Us Apart but eh no one is perfect.=] I'm dreading school, I miss Thasnim alot! I hate rumours even if they are of people I dislike, fuck at least be honest. I haate school so much the only reason I wake up in the morning and get ready, is to see the people I love...Alicia? Nah she's a faggot, love that kid. Fuck I miss the old days

Wow you know what's annoying when stupid bitches can say so much shit about you behind your back but when you ask calmly and nicely what she said she wouldnt say shit, pleasee. You probably will read this and its fine i dont care, at least i can say im honest, fuck! You think your "hurt" how the fuck were we spossed to feeel, yeah i dont care tell your cool friends what the fuck you want make up what you want i dont care i dont like and either does anyone else in our group i think you just dont get it dont bother talking to us, fuckkk!

Yeah so I had my third gig today. We fucked up abit in The Hives. Aah well. We did better then last Saturday though. I don't think we're going to the next term. Well on other news yesterday was Vince and I's 1yr. It was really nice and simple, just hanging out. We saw a movie it was so crazy. It was fantastic, we loved it. It was called "The Prestige." Then I took him out to Bar Regio and we got gelatoes. It was really cheesy and nice. Next weekend I'm going to the zoo with his Dad. Hahaha it's going to be so great. I love the zoo sooooo muchall the animals and everything. How can you not love it? Yeah well anyway school's almost over. It's great because all I have left is swimming. Pretty sweet if you asked me. Yeah so.. dude man it's been so long. I miss it too much. Last time was uhh Saturday last week. Tomorrow maybe/hopefully. Yummeeee. Anywho boo I'm off wankers.

I don't think i have ever 'hated' someone this much ever before, not only when i thought you were my friend did yu talk behind me back constantly but you make so much fucking shit up about mee and people and the relationhsips i have with them, i think you know who you are i hope you do read this and get the message no one likes you, your a fucking wonnabe whore, who has seriouss trust and honestly problems and you can laugh it up and think your cool but at the end of the day no one likes you. if you dont believe me try naming one person at this school that knows you well and likes you? no one your a self centered clinging bitch who is ahhhh such a fucking idiot. The funny thing is you really are extremely stupid. i hate you!

I am so angry, you know who are. You are a two faced whore and fucking hypocrite that can't admit she is one and back stabbing lieing bitch. We are hypocrites in our own way and i'd say its only fair to give you some slack but you saying you hate all hypocrites and you hate when i never listen on the phone when all youcan do is talk about yourself for 5 fucking hourse keeping me up alll night and saying i dont listen i feel like punching you in the face, another i alwyas give you dirties? fuck me up the bum you whore you fucking stupid slutt you do it to me all the time and yet you cant admit it. You think you have done nothing wrong and itss allll my fault you constantly bitch about me behind my back even when we were really close, have you no heart? no feelings? its kinda hard to imagine knowing your and over sensitive bitch. Fuck i hate you so much and i have no respect, trust or liking to you.

Fucking sluts ruining our school, stupid people killing everything, stupid manipulating bitches, stupid 'friends', stupid you, stupid smokers who think they are cool, stupid fucking loser who think they are soo cool and better then everybody else can just take what we have left of ourselves and stomp all over it i hate you. You know who are, fat chance your reading this, but i hate you anyway and i hate your 'cool' friends who hate "posers" fuck you say you hate hypocrites when your one yourself fuck you.

It's been so long i miss it here i dont know why i stopped doing entries they were good for me. I miss the old days were everything was good everyone was nice and we were all friends, i miss everyone and everything that used to be like back then. I have very few people i can actually talk to honestly..Val, Thas, Alicia, Nat, Alex and ofcourse Ellen. I miss it! how it was how it used to be its good i guess for some things, but worse in other caes.

IT IS THASNIMS BIRTHDAY TODAY! happy birthday baby! 13 wooo

GUESS WHAT???

Dude school can suck my clit it's fucking lame, i wish i had one big school and we were all i one big class with all the people i love and are my friends but on that point the ones dont talk behind my back, tell me secret or lets me down BIG TIME. In the past 2 weeks i have been so dissapointed and sorta aggrivated in a way i found out that around 5 people who were spossed to be my friends talk behind my back and telling people stuff i dont want them too to make things worse these people are the ones i trusted the most.

Fuck, I'm such a hypocrite.

You know how i was feeling accomplished last time fuck that accomplished im so much more accomplished now soo SUCK MY WANG! Umm yeah that's all i really wanted to say but um yeah i saw alex yesterday which was really good cause i havent seen that babe in yonks and she gave me so much lovely sugar! Yeah and umm well SHA'AN GOT HER BELLY PIERCED sorry im just so excited anywho i'm still on the mission to get my nose pierced but it isnt like a on and off thing i have wanted my nose pierced for nearly a fucking year now and stupid fucktard parents are like no it would look nice but im gonna be a cunt and say no. They are so mean if anyone knows a person or place that will do piercings without permission of parents please let me know :) Ladidada um ellen is sleeping over tomorrow and i migth have band practice tomorrow cause im heaps hardcore ... cough anywho i still have chocolate from easter go me!

Well today i had a very very boring day stayinga t home but yesterday was fun! I went to the city to meet cyna and kat and no one showed so i tagged along with lots of people and bumped into alicia then i bumped into frodo, nic and marco then i saw kat and we were like "where's cyna?" so we rang her and she was in circular quay so she came and we met and had an awesome day and toook asian photos they are the best! SAY FUJI anywho yeah it was rad and today is vince's birthday but he is in Uluru so i tried to call him but his phone was off or somehing and i am so bored but now i have dinner so i am going to end this entry because it is very short and boring ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCE

GABI SMELLS LIKE POO BUT I LOVE HER! :D from val! ♥

Well um i dont really know what to right about because im so rad.. cough, eh my computer is really bright at the moment i guess i should turn the lights on but you know. It was quite funny today instead of swimming Ms Bragg let Val, frodo, cooper, nic and myself stay at the park near the pool and we had all kinds of adventures but you know what was funny was when frodo and nic went for a swim in this tiny little shit hole beach kinda thing and iit had a submarine cable or something. Anyway thats not the point frodo and nic went it with just their boxers so me and val took ttheir clothes and ran away as in up the hill but frodo got val's bag so we gave back his clothes but nic had to walk like alf way up the hill and aww anywho... On other news i keep having dreams with Alex in them not like thats a bad thing :P but its sorta the same kinda thing the first one was when me and alex went to a kiss concert and i had red converse shoes and we met kiss and then caught a bus and i forgot my shoes on the bus and alex picked them up and gave them to me the next night. But we were with another person i cant remember who it was it was a guy though. Dream no. 2 My brother Michael had gotten arrested for running over 2 small children while he was in a huge 4 wheel drive and me and mum were in court crying and looking at the video image of what happened then he got sentenced to like 12 years in jail. Then my other brother got sent away to a school for like 8 years and me and mum were still in tears so she went home or something like that and i went to my house and it was old style sorta like dark red curtains, emerald green sofas old design kinda house and i was looking at my 2 kiss dolls mr ace frehley and peter criss then alex knocked on my door and she was staying for dinner or something and we went to this old house and it had a tree outside it and we went it and it was a house were the band members of kiss used to live and we saw all the photos in frames and cds framed with autographs framed> It was the kinda house that they used to live in butw as more of a kiss museum now. Alex says bye and ill meet you back at your house and she goes and buys the 2 kiss dolls i dont have paul stanley and gene simmons then she comes back to my house and i cant remember the rest except for her giving them to me. In that dream it was weird though because at the beginning mum, dimitri and michael were all the ages they are now 40 something, 7 and 12. And finally last night me and alex were in morocco one of my most loved places in the world and me and alex were on a bridge walking go to a concert im kinda guessing it was a kiss concert but this time alex and i are the ages we are now well we looked like we are now but no adults by ourselves and it was like 2 in the morning i dunno. Well they are my dreams with alex and kiss or a band in them you should feel loved alex i havent had this many dreams about any of my other friends this many times :) well maybe a few but i love you :) Ummmmm so tired ooo gonna go neighbours oh yes yes indeed! Gabbbbbbbbriellllllllla Lo P-P-Presti ♥