So... Nothing much is really new with me. I got into a wee bit of trouble with my best friend's mother and now I'm not allowed to see a few of my bestest friends. But that's okay. They were obviously back stabbing biatches so yeah. I dated the guy Jordan for about two days and then I found out that the only reason he said yes to me was because I seemed so happy about asking him out and being with him, that he didn't want to hurt my feelings. I still don't know the real reason as to why he doesn't want to date me. I do think that what Danny (one of the people whom Im not allowed to see anymore) told me was true but meh. She said it was because I remind Jordan of Bethany, his ex-girlfriend who had died just a month before I asked him out, and yeah. Or maybe I just want to believe that is the reason... and not the other one that someone else told me. Heh. Terry and I aren't really talking anymore which is really weird. I'm so not use to it. We didn't really talk much before but now we only really talk when I go into his work to get smokes or something. My dad said he saw Terry at the bar one night and that Terry does really like me but he doesn't like phoning anyone or making plans with someone, since he feels as if he's intruding in their lives. He's a weird one. So, he got my dad to tell me to call him, which I did and we had the weirdest conversation... and now it seems as if he's avoiding me. But whatever. Shaun and Aubray broke up. Then got back together. Fuck whatever. I don't really care. Him and I hooked up a few times but it was nothing too serious. I'm way ovewr that guy anyways. lol. Uhm... I went to Craven last night and I'm going again today. It was good. Default was actually pretty good, which surprised the fudge out of me since I was told they suck in almost all of their other live performances. Hmm, I can't think of anything new. lol I'll write more later if I can and comment people back. Later all. P.s. I miss my Lindsay. :( And my Jaclyn. *Cries*