I feel so much more alive this past week than I have in months, maybe even years. I came to a lot of realizations the other day. I really need to start living life for myself instead of worrying about what everyone else is thinking. It's about time that I stopped and took a look around and realized that everyone was using me and that most of them, sure some of them did, were only there because they wanted something from me. I also learnt that I don't need a man in my life to make myself feel happy and loved. I am a great person and if noone else can see that... fuck them all. =) Anyways, I don't know what else to say.