so now danny is mad at me. it's stupid really. it isn't my fault i can't go around being all happy and gay and not expect my team or my friends to diss me. i mean it isn't my fault i just want to be seen as normal and not as the gay jock. the gay quarterback. the homo teammate. i mean what the fuck. i think i'll just have to not see or talk to him anymore. i don't want it to be like that but it isn't like i want him to be my boyfriend i just like to screw. it's a lie that girls are so complicated because when you compare them to guys it's totally the other way around. our conversation in short- danny- you need to come out. me- i don't want to danny- then what about us? me- i don't have to come out to have sex. danny- you're ashamed bla bla bla me- yes maybe i am so what. danny- hung up phone. well so what. i don't even know what i like yet. i mean guys are cool but girls are still pretty cool to me. this could just be some experimental phase in my life and it could pass. maybe it won't but still why do i need to declare some thing right away. no more calling him for awhile. now i need to find someone else to mess around with. damn i hope my knees okay. seriously. if it isn't i'll be so fucking pissed. -tagger do people generally comment around here?