omg sitd sif die for that long D: i had sooooooooo much to write in here . but now i've forgotten all the tiny little details so i will just have to give you the general idea which is i am sleeping with him again :O it happened so suddenly, it kinda hasn't really sunk in yet . go from barely being friends with him for a year and now .. we are sleeping together . but it is all a big secret because if a few certain people found out they would be really hurt but thats okay . it is kinda fun sneaking around ;D so i'm fairly sure its just a casual thing . but thats okay, i can handle that . because this is so much more than what i have asked for . and its been so lovely falling asleep in his arms again <3 sigh