killing time while i wait for my hair dye to do its thing. its itching so bad, i don't think its sposed to do that? :| oh well. i am sposed to be up in five hours for work. i need to be in bed. i'm retarded. other reasons i'm retarded: i still like him. i'm still hooking up with him. i still can't stop grinning whenever i'm around him i've started telling people and they are like :O don't know how seriously they take it. don't know how seriously i take it. obviously more than i thought i did. i want so badly for him to be mine but it doesn't even make sense. this is doing my head in. i am scared for monday. things are going to go wrong, i can just tell :P