I am so mad.... i heard that my b.f is gonna dump me for some chick named Ashley and thats fuked up if its true...hey but shit happens i guess.....buts its not the point of bieng dumped its that i was fooled...letting myself think i actually cared about him and he felt the same way and again thats fuked up and i want to cry but i cant and i dont no y...and i have ppl there for me but i feel incomplete and i prolly wont here from my b.f till wednesday... and i need to get this out now but how can i? im confused lost hurt and well hungry lol i havent eaten barley ne thing in like a flippin week lol and this all feels so mixed up....and i was blind i guess... and if this is all a lie then im gonna feel like a reatard but who can blame me i just dont want to get hurt..... im tired this games so dumb he never played his race is won...im tired cant smile no more ill sure cave in just like b4... and i want him need him and will always will get me thru....love sux ass well actually i wouldnt really call this love if it ends up like this hah kiss my ass This whole thing sux SHANNON