It's weird writing in here agian. I haven't been on SitDiary for a while. I guess it reminded me too much of Matt. But he never goes on anymore. And since he decided to completely lose touch with me, I've been able to totally get over him. People really surprise me... I have to see the new Therapist tomorrow. The appointment is at 7:30. I don't want to go because she is an Eating Disorder specialist and those people always find something wrong with me. But I'm just going to keep my head up and just freakin go.