i doubt i'll start writing in this thing again, but it's nice to know it's here.

i had my second interview for the full time position at H&M today, then i had my first driving lesson later on. man, i really prefer flying....

Félix says: we could see eachother monday night Sara says: if you're feeling up to it Félix says: i will im sure Sara says: incapable of turning down sex hahaha Félix says: aaaw pas juste pour sa lol Félix says: je t'aime tres fort

i had my first flying lesson today! it was incredible. my instructor, jonathan, is totally cool and taught me EVERYTHING; i took off, controlled the plane 75% of the time, and landed.

i can also dig metal now, his influence again and i've smoked weed twice with him, i still dislike it though. i got my third and last gardasil vaccine today, now my arm really hurts. i'm currently wearing two dresses layered with a giant circle skirt on top of them. i feel like summer when i layer see through clothes.

we're together now. he is so sweet. i'm not used to guys like him. it's a nice fucking change though.

Félix says: such attention to detail, i like that Sara says: haha it never works though. i try to be a perfectionist sometimes, but i usually get annoyed and rush things... Félix says: and thats youre punkish chaotic side...i like that too haha Sara says: haha it's cool you like my flawed character i guess! Félix says: im kinda just saying.... we havent seen eachother very often but you know i like you so far --------- all my major love interests in the last few months, besides the obvious one of the summer sex fiasco, have been frenchmen

potential boyfriend. i like him and i think he likes me too. we'll see what happens. his band is playing a show on saturday (at fucking SAHPIR. hahahahahaha) but that's also the night of zoe's near naked party and i don't know what to do.

my name is Felix, and I am pleased to have met you your goodbye wave left me smiling till the next morning i hope ill get to know you perhaps over a beer sometime ? what does that sound like, exactly? --- i've been good, been going to class every day. made friends in my class. i was supposed to go meet jordan, a new friend, at clyde's for free pool but it was shitty tonight and he wasn't in class today so we didn't go over the plans. i'll see him tomorrow anyways. my brother is starting to worry me, he was in the hospital last weekend cause he got into a fight and had to get his lip stitched up. i have a feeling he's been into the harder stuff, he looks different. he looks like a shady character. my dad is very hurt by him smoking weed, he takes it as a personal "fuck you" to his career or something.

Sam says: rrrrrrrr i change my mind everyday thankfully i dont REALLY have to know untill late Feb i suppose its university time that should be fun i plan to stay in MTL cause its cheep cheep cheep Sara says: yeah and convenient, you live like right downtown Sam says: ah ha! you remember

Mr. George, on the Patti Smith movie: I saw it was on, and oddly enough, you were one of the first people I thought of (it seems that you are forever associated with Patti Smith and The Clash in my head)! awww. :) so myrtle beach was fun. partied every single night. new years eve was fucking awesome. i made friends. highlights include: -having people be open and happy to meet me (i was afraid i was going to be shunned because i'm not exactly a baba lover) and making real friends with said people -all the parties. the squaredance, the condo parties. all the underage drinking (!!!) -the cute boys. david and jack especially. -the gay boys. jacob and ray and daniel especially. -fireworks on the beach at 2am. oh my god yes. -learning how to shoot at targets. badass. -the beach. -croquet and super smash bros at daniel's house -margarita's -those sweet guitar sounds

i quit my job yesterday! no more floral arrangements and christmas trees and drama and nazism! i'll just have to get used to being broke as fuck. i think i can manage. in other news, kayla and i are accompanying charlie when he drives back to south carolina (hello eighteen hours of straight driving!) and taking a PLANE back! yay aeroplane but our lovely friend was supposed to come with us and no longer can. booooo. and tonight was amy's "bachelorette" party; we just went for beer and dinner at mckibbin's then went for more drinks and dessert at les 3 brasseurs. i was pretty tipsy. when i was ordering my dessert, i told the waiter "the one that's on FIRE!" cause i couldn't remember exactly how to order the banana flambe i wanted. it was good fun.

ahhhhh loverboy i would if i only ever saw you. i miss dancing at saphir. fait-moi la tendresse. i would, i would.

01:05Jules on est mardi ce soir tu sors jeudi soir? 01:06Sara peut etre, je sais pas encore. je travaille jusqu'a 10h, a kirkland haha. je sais pas si je veux aller quelque part au centreville ou simplement prendre une biere avec un ami proche de chez moi 01:07Jules comme tu veux mais je veux toi voir c'est ou que tu travailles? 01:08Sara une fleuriste a kirkland, c'est dans l'ouest de l'ile de montreal. lol 01:09Jules tu sors aprés? stp s'il te plait (please) 01:10Sara haha je sais pas encore, je vais essayer and it gets worse: Jules non dis moi tt de suite stp 01:12Sara ahhh je m'excuse mais je pense que je vais etre trop fatiguer de sortir... 01:12Jules this night i live in none ''islandviens me voir stp tt de suite 01:12Sara maintenant?? 01:13Jules oui 01:13Sara c'est impossible lol 01:13Jules tu as une voiture? have you a car? 01:13Sara oui mais je veux pas sortir, je voulais dormir ce soir haha 01:14Jules pas longtemps please this night 01:14Sara non je m'excuse je peux pas 01:14Jules why? where are you leaving je prends ma voiture.

from france. i was really wasted friday night and i made out with a guy from france who didn't speak any english. and he was really goodlooking and nice enough (but kind of a jerk too) and he found me on facebook. i don't even remember telling him my name.

tonight=designer drugs. i will get a ticket at the door. maybe i will go to scotts party. maybe i will see the guy i've been interested in. maybe i will go to foufs for kap bambino. i will have fun, either way.

Moderation is a fatal thing. Nothing succeeds like excess.

halloween did not dissappoint AT ALL. i had the best halloween of my life, and one of the best nights i've had too probably. (to do: make a list of very good night from my lifetime and indicate why they deserve to be on that list) but, fuck. really. it was such a good night for me. it was a fucking blast. the fucking zombie walk was amazing, the fucking show was amazing. zoe was amazing. the bloody beetroots were SO GOOD. and julian c came up to me at the show, he recognized me and surprised me in my death makeup and ugly hairstyle. he kissed me on both cheeks (and flirted with me a little bit, i think) and we talked for a few minutes. he was dressed in his normal jeans, white shirt, bright colourful jacket on top, but also had cute bunny ears on. also fur around his cuffs and a tail. i really do like him. zoe and i went back to her place after the show, and a few leftovers were still there. silka was there. we stayed until about 6am, then left and came home, still in our zombie makeup. it was pretty crazy. and it is time for bed.

lee and i were talking to kayla and charlie about the whole elctro movement and how everyone now likes dirty bass electro. literally everyone. because it's so good. the fuuuuuuuucking blooooooody beeeeetrrrooooots show is going to be insane. i am puuuumped! halloween is going to be insane and i can't fucking wait. i decided to partake in the zombie walk too. it's going to be fucking nuts. what i'll do is do my makeup scary, medusa like; grey, black, blue eyeshadow (also use the same colours to make undereye circles), a ton of black eyeliner and mascara, and orange lipstick. i will also highlight my cheekbones in gray makeup to appaear more zombie-like. it's going to be awesome. i want silka to bring her camera. so my day will be like this: work from 8-5 zombie walk from 6-whenever zoe's party from whenever til time to leave for beetroots! THE BLOODY BEETROOTS from 10-whenever it finishes. there isn't an end time on the ticket so i hope it goes really late. i've heard they sometimes play 4hour sets! then back to zoe's party :) and sleep all day sunday hahahah! i think we turn the clocks back saturday night/sunday morning. so we'll have one extra hour of partying!