this is the last note that my man petey made... it was found on the last page of his diary, as if he knew... these are the exact words he wrote down.... With no hopes, and my will to live, barely a care in this world to me I found a way. Kidnapped and confined, within a system, designed to destroy the inncocent child that I use to be. Stripped me mentally naked, embarrassing my mommas first born. Did I deserve that kind of fate? Was all that was happening to me, really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life? I dont think so. My tears would soak the pages that I write upon, if I couldn't, close the windows to my soul, and stand strong in the midst of these storms. Maybe my story is, in some way or another, familar with yours. Is that why this aint even a truth, but yet you still.. you wanna read this once more? I'll play this, everytime, I wanna, reflect. From which I've come from. To help me see where it is I'm trying to go. And even though grandma and our sisters left me some time ago, I still go by and sit on the front porch.... as if I didn't even know. But I'm getting better. Diary of a sinner, another entry. I guess i'll finish this tomorrow.... -petey that is sum touching, and real shit... "a coward dies a thousand lives a soldier dies but once."