HEY so i'm feelin the strength to move on! always good huh? i'm sick of loving someone who doesn't feel the same back, and lies about it! so on a differ note.. i put my title as move because i'm moving on finally after 10 months! doesn't mean i dont love him just now im not waitin around hand and gfoot for him! and giving up on the thought that we will be together! and my mood is numb because i am numb of the pain at the moment and hopefully will be cuz i hate it! also on the move thing- that i'm suppost to be moving by september! we r gettin the house all fixed up and ready for someone to buy! I'm SOO freakin happy! im sick of this house i've been here for 6 years or 7.. but we r gonna try to rent in ontario for a bit then get a house in ontario! i will be moved out by the time they actually get a house to buy tho.. so it don't matter! Ellisha.. i miss u!! and everyone! i work 2mrrw at 330 so yay.. not hah then help mom with tha house.. sanding and priming and painting yay!! haha later ya'll hehe...! Sara