FUCK i hate this shit.. i feel so fucked upin the head. like paranoid.. i feel liek everyone is talkin and scheming behind my back! why? im not sure.. but im gettin pissed.. so i gett old that i'm still liked by him.. adn he really likes me alot and all.. i go over there then after that he doesn't really talk to me. again.. i don't kno what's up.! then he goes to plymouth homecoming.. which i was gonna go to, but had to work! FUCK... ehh. damnit.. something's really worng with me. i cant get a damn person to stay around me! or like me! i'm thinkin about quitin my job, i dont have a life or time anymore for anyhting! who knows.... oh well no one fuckin cares. ppl r turning their diaries to private.. so now this shit sucks to have.. why keep it? fuck Sara