WOW!!! I haven't been here in a LOONNNGGGG time. Nothin really has been happenin in my life...it's begining again. Finals when good...except the two weeks before sucked...Christmas was GREAT and New Year's was eh. Anyways...I've had A LOT on my mind. I don't really know what to think any more. Life's been kinda weird lately. So let's begin... I'm not quite sure what to think about my life anymore. I'm not quite sure who I can and can't trust and who are and aren't my friends. I thought I SERIOUSLY figured all this out like last year but nope time seems to be repeating itself. I love all my friends and care about them deeply with like all my heart. But sometimes it feels like they don't care about me and that hurts...A LOT!!! I know there are a couple friends I can count on for anything and EVERYTHING...I know who they are and THEY know who they are. I am sooooo very greatful for those 4 people. But there are a couple friends I'm not sure about. I thought I could count on them for anything but lately they've been lettin me down. I feel like they are ignorin me or tryin to avoid me at any cost. I don't understand it. I don't know what I've done...and that like hurts the most. If I know what I've done...if I've done anything at all...I would be more ok with it. I wouldn't be so upset. UGH!!!! I need to know these things. I need to know who I can and can't trust, who are and aren't my friends, who cares and doesn't, etc. Even though I don't really show it but I'm very unsure of myself. I'm not that confident in some of the things I do...especially when it come to friends and trusting people. I guess that's it for now. Maybe I'll be back later....maybe.. 3 days til Spring semester begins...

Oh...my...GOSH!!! Rent was absolutely AMAZING!!! I cried TWICE!!! I went to see it Wednesday night with a few of my favorite people...SHAN, Anthony, and Jared. It was the best night I've had out in a long time. It was soooooo perfect. The night started off at the Hazelton mall. It was fun...ran around lookin for a sweater for Jared. Unfortunatly we didn't find one...oh what a pitty. Next...since the movie didn't start til 10:15 pm and the mall closed at 9 pm...we went to Wal-Mart. Fun times in Wally World...Shan bought a DVD of Michael Jackson's videos...only Shan. Then at about 10 pm we went over to the movie theater. Jared and I fought over gettin a drink...jeeze...after about 15 minutes of that we FINALLY bought a soda and went in. The movie was AWESOME!!! Did I mention I cried TWICE!!! I made my friends laught though when I was crying. My nose has been kind of stuffy these past few days...so when I was crying I couldn't like catch my breath and when it was really quiet I took in this big breath of air. All my friends thought I was like balling my eyes out...it was funny...you had to be there. The night ended on like one of the most niftiest ways ever. When we got out of the movie...it was SNOWING!!! Not a heavy blizard song but more of a light romantic type snow...like ya see in the movies. It was perfect. The movie started at Christmas...ended with Christmas...and we walked out to it snowing. Fun fun times!!! :-D The snowball fight at the end was fun too. Couldn't pack it good enough so I couldn't make good snowballs... well I gots to go to bed...back at Miseri... :'-( ...but it's only for like 3 more weeks... :-D nighty night... <3 Kristen

oh crap...like 8 more days til Rent comes out...I can't f'in WAIT!!! This is the night I've been waiting for for like EVER!!! Me Shan and Anthony...and anyone else we can get to go...are goin to see it. It's been such a LOONNNGGGG time since the three of us have hung out. It's goin to be GREAT!!! I've never seen Rent on broadway...but I'd LOVE to...I hope a bunch of us go see it this summer in NYC...my FAVORITE place on earth. Even though I've never seen it...I love LOVE LOVE the music. I'm Maureen in a nut shell...except for the whole lesbian thing. I'm such a diva it's not even funny...haha...just kiddin!!! So EXCITED...I can't even explain it... ((hugs)) Kristen

Completely bored...and my ADHD is kickin in... 1. How tall are you? 5'8" 2. Do you own a gun? Nope...and I never will... 3. Rehab? Counseling? Nah...I'm always the one that everyone comes to FOR counseling... 4. Have you ever killed an animal? Oh my gosh...NO...I could never do that... 5. Are you Irish? Hell YES...love bein Irish... 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Not a very big fan... 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Too many to mention...I LOVE Christmas songs...I think my all time fave is Mary Did You Know... 8. What is your favorite smell? Moonlight Path from Bath and Body... 9. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Orange juice...LOTS of pulp... 10. Do you do push ups? Eh...every so often...they're not my fave... 11. Have you ever done ecstasy? Nope... 12. Have you been shot? Not with a real gun... 13. Have you ever been hospitalized? Once...my junior year of high school...I had an allergic reaction to a virus...I was in the hospital for like 3 to 5 days...I can't remember...it's kinda all a blur... 14. Do you like pain killers? Nah... 15. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? I have no idea...I guess just bein myself... 16. Do you own a knife? Nope... 17. Do you have A.D.D? Hell YES...I don't just have A.D.D....I have A.D.H.D....I have to be doin somethin or I will freak...and I can't concentrate on things that don't keep my attention...it has to be interesting for me to focus... 18. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? Probably not...but I really REALLY want one...the only problem...I have to have it in a spot where no one can really see it...goin to be a teacher stinks sometimes...oh...and I have no idea what I want... 19. Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: Water...Diet Coke...Capri Sun...GREEN TEA...and...ummm...Apple Juice?... 20. What's In Your CD Player? Probably a mix that I made...or Rent...or Weezer...or Wicked...or Backstreet Boys... 21. Who is your best friend? Shan, Jess, and Ang...Anthony's thrown in there somewhere too... 22. What's Under Your Bed? At home...nothing...At school...a whole bunch of crap...boxes...my laundry basket...2 cases of water... 23. Current Hair? Medium length...layered...really REALLY dark brown... 24. What are you wearing? My gray MA band hoodie...over my senior variety show shirt...dark blue jeans (well they're kinda black)...and my white and pink K-Swiss sneakers... 25. Current Worry? I worry about every little gosh darn thing...I really need to stop that... 26. Current Love? Hangin out with my favorites...Shan, Jess, Anthony, Matty, Tim Tim, and Jared 27. Current Hate? I don't really hate anything...except bitchy sopranos...blah... 28. Favorite Place To Be? Anywhere with my favorites... 29. Least Favorite Place? Friday nights at the Deb...with all the little tweens running around playin dress up...ugh... 30. If You Could Play an Instrument? I actually can play the flute...which means I can kinda play the sax...but I hate using reeds...I would LOVE to learn the guitar and maybe the piano...oh...and I sing...soprano I to be exact...if you consider that an instrument... 31. Favorite Colors? Any color blue...and purple... 32. Person From Your Past You Wish You Could be with Right Now? Everyone I really want to be with is in my life right now...but there are two people that I wish were still here...my Grammy Flaherty and my uncle Johnny...I miss them soooooo much... 33. Where Would You Like To Go? Italy and IRELAND!!! (should be goin there for my senior year of college to do student teachin) 34. Where Do you want to live? NEW YORK CITY!!!...my favorite place on earth... 35. Favorite food? Italian and chinese 36. Color of most clothes you own? Pretty much any color...but I LOVE to wear blue or brown... 37. Number of pillows you sleep with? I sleep with 2...but there are like 5 pillows that I have on my bed...for decoration...that I take off at night... 38. What do you wear when you go to sleep? Shorts/boxers and a tank in the summer...and pj pants and a tshirt in the winter... 39. What were you doing 12AM last night? Just crawlin into bed...after a long day of work...ACTION...and school work... 40. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? In 10 years...hmmm...hopefully a teacher...workin with Special Ed students...and hope workin on my masters or Ph.D....I would like to be married...and hopefully have at least 1 kid...maybe 2 41. Are you paranoid? Oh my gosh...YES...don't know why...but my paranoia is usually correct... 42. First piercing/tattoo? Ears...for my 1st bday...my aunt took me and never told my mom...what a surprise for my mom... 43. Last person you yelled at? ummm...I haven't yelled at anyone in a while...I think...it might have been my little cousins who were over my house last Friday... 44. Latest crush? Maybe I have one...maybe I don't...but I'll never tell... 46. If you could be a pirate, would you? Not really sure...I'd have to think about it a little... 47. Do you have an iPod? Nope...but gettin one for Christmas...can't f'in wait... 49. What's in your pockets right now? Nothing... 50. what color are your bedroom walls? Off-white color...really want to change it to light blue... 51. last thing that made you laugh? ummm...it wasn't a thing...it was a person...Anthony...I think...or maybe it was JP... 52. any pets now? Nope...had a brown lab named Brownie...(no comments on the name I was 5 when I got her)...she died 2 years ago..I still miss her... 61. What do you think of the person who posted this before you? Stole it from a friend...and I love him to death...I don't know what I'd do without him...he's one of the funniest people I know...and always puts me in a good mood... 63. Screen Name? music8604...but there are others... 64. Whats your middle Name? Marie 65. What time is it 10:36 P.M....gosh...this thing took forever...

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. HOT. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Everybody wants to be you. ~*It's so true...it's SCARY!!!*~

Well it's that time of year again...when the ghost and goblins come out to play...hehehe I don't really know WHY I love Halloween so much...but I do! Maybe it's because...you can be someone you're not just for a few hours...the scary movies that come out (which are my fave part about Halloween)...you can get all the free candy you can eat...etc. I'm a little upset that I miss Trick~or~Treat night in good old Mahanoy City. I love to see all the little kids dressed up in their cute little costumes. Some of them are REALLY creative. I would have NEVER thought of some of them up. anywho...HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!! ((HUGS)) Kristen ~*How do we know pumpkins are male? Their heads are empty, they have mush for brains, and after a few days they start to smell funny.*~

GOD!!!...I seriously HATE bitchy sopranos who think they know ALL!!! Don't get me wrong I LOVE bein a soprano...hurting peoples ears with a single note...it's the best...haha But I hate some of the sopranos that I like sing with. I'm the kind of person that like won't sing when people ask me to. I'm really shy about it...I don't know why...but I am. But some of the sopranos I've sung with in my life will like sing when people don't even ask them to. They think they are the shit and that no one else is half as good as they are. This one girl in my chorus is drivin me CRAZY!!! I swear she needs to grow the f*** up. She's rude and obnoxious and thinks she like GOD of the sopranos. Like today...a few of the other sopranos were singin a part of a song wrong. She told the director about it...which was fine. We went over it like 3 times and we got it. But when we went through the song again. Some still messed up. We ran out of time...so the director said we would fix it next week. The girl like walks off the stage sayin "One fucked up note messes up the whole fuckin song!!!" I was just about to fricken turn around and say "Shut the FUCK up!!! We have like 3 weeks til our frist performance...we'll get it fixed." I swear most sopranos are the worst EVER!!! except my fellow sopranos...Shan and Christine...we just rock!!! ((hugs)) Kristen

ok...I'm bored...it's cold outside...and I can't concentrate...this SUCKS!!! I swear I have A.D.D. or A.D.H.D.....no word of a lie. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I really canNOT for the life of me concentrate on my work. I don't know if it's the sudden cold weather...or what...but I could really careless about my school work. That is such a bad thing to say...but it's kinda the truth. Oh well...I'll get over it. Anywho...today it...SNOWED?!?!?!? I was like what the F***!!! It was kinda nice weather the week before...it was like in the upper 50's low 60's...now it's like 32 fricken degrees out...that's FREEZING!!! ARG!!!...I have to go study...where is Anthony when I need him?!?!?!? ((hugs)) Kristen

Wow...havn't been here in over a MONTH!!! I guess that's because nothin really new is goin on in my life. Just the same old same old. Well not exactly. My life use to be filled with drama and somethin new happenin each day. Even though it was very drainin on me...it kept me on my toes. It seemed then I was ALWAYS doin somethin. Now though, I do like nothin. I go to school, do my homework, and then on weekends I go to work. That's it...that's what my life has become. I thought these years were suppose to be my most fun and memorable. I guess not. Oh well I guess. No added stress in my life. I guess that's a good thing. Anyways...on to something else. You know I'm really sick of the high school bull shit that keeps on happenin here in college. Seriously! I thought I left that kiddish stuff behind when I left good OLD Mahanoy. But I guess I was wrong. I sick of people being so bitchy to people. There is this one girl here I like want to kill. She is so RUDE!!! Grow up already!!! Just become someone is a little different that everyone else and thinks things are funny that you don't, doesn't give you the right to make fun of them. Jeeze almighty!!! Also...I really REALLY sick of people talkin about other people behind their backs and thinkin that they know everythin that is goin on in other people's lives. You don't have the right to tell people everyone's little secrets...especially to like people that you really have no right to tell. Butt out of other people's business! You have you're OWN life to worry about...that should be enough. I also think people need to go out an explore the world on their own and make new relationships. You're not always gonna be with the same people day-in and day-out. People need to let go of the past sometimes. What happened happened and there is like nothin you can do about it. If things are suppose to be the way they were, then it will come back to you...but in it's own time and place. Gettin too TOO attached to somethin or someONE is not a very good thing. Believe me I know. You need to do things by yourself and with different people. Things change and you don't want them to hit you all at once and as one big surprise like it kinda did to me. So my advise for people out there is to go...enjoy life...make new relationships with people...whether is a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship or just a friendship...meetin new people and makin new adventures is one of the greatest things we can do. ((hugs)), Kristen

Here is my class schedule for Fall 2005...just incase any of my friends have to get a hold of me... MW 8-8:50 A.M. - Disc Lit/Amer 9-9:50 A.M. - Development 10-10:50 A.M. - Gen Bio 1:30 - 2:20 A.M. - Chamber Singers TR 9:30-10:45 A.M. - Learning 11:00-12:15 P.M. - Calc I R 1-2:50 P.M. - Gen Bio Lab F 8-8:50 A.M. - Disc Lit/Amer 9-9:50 A.M. - Development ~*In a couple weeks...on Fridays...I'll be observing at MAES (Mahanoy Area Elementary School) from like 12 to 3...with one of my FAVE teachers...can't WAIT!!!*~ ((hugs)) ~*K*~

Wow...I've like NEVER been this pissed off before. I have NO idea what the hell is goin on with my Eagles. They're playin like SHIT!!! They need to get their heads out of their ASSES and play some fricken FOOTBALL!!! Come on already...they went to the fricken Superbowl. They are NOT playing like tehy should be even close to goin to the Superbowl. So what if Trotter got kicked out...he should have been for the way he was actin. But that doesn't mean that the rest of the team should be playin like crap. GOD!!! When you lose one player you all have to come together and work it out. And what the HELL is goin on with Akers?!?! 49 yrd field goal should be a piece of cake for him. He's made like almost 60 yrd field goals. They should be nothin. ARG!!! I'm pissed...I'm gonna TRY and sleep it off but I doubt I will. Nighty night y'all... ((hugs)) K

Whelp...was home for Labor Day weekend. Not very exciting. I worked the WHOLE time! But it was worth it...my pay check next week is gonna be...as in the words of Peter Grifin of Family guy...FRICKEN SWEET!!!...haha Anyways...goin back to Miseri tomorrow. Can't wait...at least I have somethin to do when I'm here...unlike home. Well that's pretty much it. I'm goin to watch Guess Who...GOD...Ashton Kutcher is sooooo HOTT!!! Then off to bed...I've gots work in the mornin. nighty night y'all... ((hugs)) ~*K*~

Back to school...back to school...to prove to dad dat I'm not a fool...I got my lunch packed up...my boots tied tight...I hope I don't get in a fight...Ohhhh...back to school...back to school...back to school...Well...here goes nothing!!! [Billy Madison] Yes ladies and gents...it's that time of year again. It's...BACK TO SCHOOL TIME!!! YAY!!! I'm actually really excited to be here this year. Hope to make the best of it and live it up. I moved in yesterday...which was a challenge in itself. I'm rooming with Ang again...which I mos def excited about...and for other girls. We're in a suite so it's not bad. There are four bed rooms...2 singles and 2 doubles (which I think one of the doubles is a single because the fourth girl isn't here...hmmmm)...and a common room. Had my first classes today...8-8:50 A.M. - Lit...9-9:50 - Development (but that was cancelled today because of mass...10-10:50 - Bio...1:30-2:20 - Chamber Singers (chorus) My schedules not that bad this year. The only thing I hate is getting up at 7 A.M. on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. But s'all good...I'll manage. I did it last year both semesters. Well gots to go...to everyone who still goes to school...I hope you all had a great first day! ((hugs)) ~*K*~

Wow...nothing goin on in my life. Thank GOD I'm goin back to Miseri on Sunday. I don't think I can take it anymore. Life is soooo f'in BORING!!! I need a new life. Seriously I do. This year I'm sooo gonna try and PAR-TAY it up!!! I need a little fun in my life. Anyways...better get back to packing so I can go to bed at a decent hour. Have to go get some last minute stuff for school and then work...ARG!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wish I didn't have work...would have liked to go out one last time before school. Oh well...I'll make up for it at school...hehe... nighty night... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 2 more days til I go back to Miseri...Misericordia that is... :-D

I never realized how much crap I had until tonight. I started packing tonight. And I can't BELIEVE how much I have and have to take back. I guess I can't complain to my mom anymore that I don't have any clothes to wear....except jeans. You can NEVER have enough jeans....hehe...anyways...I have no idea how I'm gonna pack everything. Guess I'll have to take some things back next Sunday. I'm quite excited about goin back. I'm not lookin forward to the work but I can't wait to see my friends. I've missed them and I need a change of scenery. Miseri is looking better and better each day. I never thought I'd be this excited to go back to school. It's quite scary. Well I better get to bed. I have to get up early and run some errands tomorrow before work at 5...ugggg... nighty night... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 3 more days til I go back to Miseri...Misericordia that is... :-D ...

Went to the Rahobuth (I think I spelled that wrong) beach today. It was fun, I got a nice tan. Then went to the outlets, didn't really get anything...just a sweatshirt from Aeropostale. They really didn't have anything I wanted to see and the ones I did we didn't have time for since they close at 9 P.M....which is RETARDED!!! Anyways...going home tomorrow morning. Can't wait!!! I love spending time with my family but I can't wait to sleep in my own bed again. Well I'm going to bed...have to get up early. nighty night... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 4 more days til I go back to Miseri...Misericordia that is... :-D

Didn't get to go to the outlets and the beach today... :-( ...going tomorrow though...my aunt had somethin to do today that she forgot about. So that means I won't be home til Thursday and I have to miss the Red Baron's baseball game... :'-( ...I was really lookin forward to that especially since I have to miss the pool par-tay. But s'all good. Any-who...I went to Target, Bed Bath and Beyond, and Dick's (sporting goods) with my mom and two cousins. Fun times!!! Got some stuff for college...but I'm still not done and I only have til Saturday by 5 p.m. to get everything. Oh well...I'll getting everything done. I do better under pressure. Then went to the mall with my mom, aunt, and one of my cousins. I LOVE their mall. It's sooo f'in big and they have A LOT of great stores. Anyways...I'm really quite excited about school. The more I get things for school and the closer it gets the more excited I get. Some of my friends are already back...they had either PM (Peer Mentor) or RA (Resident Assistant) training. I really hope this year and the next two years go really fast. I want to start teaching. The only sad thing about that is that I might have to move out of the area. Which isn't a BAD thing but I would have liked to stay close to home for a couple of years. But I wouldn't mind moving to VA or DE or MD. I LOVE spending time in DE and MD. Let's see...anything else goin on?.....NOPE!!! Well I think I'm gonna go then...be back tomorrow maybe...if I'm not too tired from going to the beach and shopping... nighty night... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 5 more days til I go back to Miseri...Misericordia that is... :-D

Well...in a few more days I'm heading back to Miseri...Misericordia that is. And I'm actually REALLY excited to go back. I miss all my friends and I think I need a change of scenery. There's been so much drama lately and this summer didn't go as good as I thought it would. And life's been a little...weird?...lately too. I don't know. I thought things were going back to the way they use to be but they kinda aren't. I just really need to go back to school and just drowned myself in school work and my friends there. This year I hope is going to better than last year...well I KNOW it's going to be better than last year. One thing I REALLY regret about last year is that I really didn't do anything. I mean I made friends and all but I really didn't hang out with them. So hopefully this year I will. Also a few of my friends might come and visit a couple times...especially ones that are going to Kings. Really excited about that. You know I never really noticed how excited I was to go back to school until I started writing this entry. I don't think I've EVER been this excited to go back to school. Usually I'm like dreading it but I really can't wait this year. Maybe it's because I'll be away from home and able to do whatever I want. GOSH...I really REALLY can't wait!!!...:-D Anyways...on to something else that's been on my mind...I've been talking to someone who I NEVER thought I'd be talking to. I have to say I do consider her a friend now. I don't know what to tell her anymore. I've told her all I could. She was going out with one of my bestests and they broke up. She's taking it pretty hard. I know this might should mean but...if he hurt you that bad by not seeing you or really speaking to you then you should just let him go. You're going to college in a couple days. You're going to meet some awesome people...even another guy. And who cares if he lives like 2...3...4...5 hours away. One of my friends started to date a guy last year and he lived like 3 hours away from her and they are still going out. True they didn't get to see each other but they talked all the time. And you don't have to see someone ALL the time. Remember...absence makes the heart grow fonder. Whelp...I better get goin...goin to the outlets and MAYBE the beach tomorrow...whoooot...I love Delaware!!! nighty night... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 6 more days til I go back to Miseri...Misericordia that is...

Whelp...in Delaware for a few days to visit family that I haven't seen in like ever. Not very exciting at the moment. My aunt and her family aren't home yet. They were in Dorney for the day. The next couple of days should be fun though. HOPEFULLY one day I'm goin to the beach...can't wait. And another day...well maybe like all THREE days...SHOPPING MY LITTLE HEART OUT!!! SOOOOOO excited about that. I love love LOVE shopping in Delaware...NO SALES TAX!!! WHOOOOOOT!!! Have to get a few things for college though. NO shopping for pleasure. :-( It should be fun though. Anyways...still not sure how to feel about goin back to school. I'm just so use to my summer routine. I like getting up late and going to bed late. I'm such a night person. I guess once I get back it will feel like I never left. I do get to come home on the weekends though...but I have to work. So my weekends are kinda blown. But I do get to observe on Fridays...which I absolutely LOVE to do. Working with kids is like the funnest thing for me. If you can't tell...or you haven't read my info...I'm going to be an Elementary/Special Ed. teacher...mostly special ed. This year should be fun. I'm gonna try to hang out with my friends more during the week. And a few of my friends are suppose to come up a couple times to visit. So we're gonna have to go to the clubs in Wilkes-Barre when they come. I think the one thing that I regret about last year is that I really didn't hang out and make a lot of friends last year. I hope to do that this year and the next couple years as well. I think the reason I wasn't as outgoing last year was because I wasn't as confident as I was in high school. But I think over the past year I've gotten that back. I've come to realize that I don't need everyone to like me. As long as I have a couple people who love me FOR ME I'm fine. And if they really want to be my friend...they will be someday down the road. That could either be tomorrow or 10 years from now...and ya know what...that's just fine by me. Whelp...I guess it's time to go to bed... nighty night... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 7 more days til I go back to Miseri... :-/ ...not sure how to feel about it...

Wow...haven't been here in a week. I guess that's cause nothin is happening in my life. The only thing that is happenin is that I'm getting ready to go back to school. Going back to good ol' Miseri. Fun times...well at least this year...I think...some of my friends from high school are gonna come up and visit. That's gonna be GREAT!!! I'm not sure how I feel about goin back to school. I want to go back but at the same time I don't. But for the most part...I think I really want to go back. I miss all my friends from school and I hate just sitting around being bored. That's the worse thing for me...to be BORED!!! I need to be doin something. So school will be a good thing. And I think this year I'm gonna try and get more involved in things. I don't know... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 8 days till I go back to Misericordia... :-/ ...not sure how to feel...