Wow. To be fair, I'm shocked that this site *still* exists. I haven't been here in years, that new diary really never started, and what you see to your right are the ramblings of a teen who was, by my reconing, a bit of an asshat. I still am a bit of an asshat, though I'd like to think I'm better at it :) 4 or 5 years of my life is cataloged here. It's been interesting, fun, and sometimes cringe-inducing coming back, almost a decade later and reading what made "younger me" tick. Since this time, I got my dream job, met some amazing people (one really amazing person in particular), realized I wasn't as straight as I thought I was, moved out.. so very many things. Many more things than I would ever be able to catch up on even with all the typing in the world. I'd like to say I'm more mature, but let's be honest, that's a damn lie and we both know it ;) I'm going to leave this site around.. maybe I'll come back at some time in the future and there will be further insights and more cringes I can extract from this text. So to everyone that's read everything here - thanks for stopping by. To the rest of the Sitdiary community, thanks for being awesome and giving me someone to commiserate with during those tough teen years. To my mom, who got a hell of a lot of bitching from an entitled shitcock on this website.. I am very, very sorry. And to the rest of the world? Let's see where we go from here. The road goes ever on and on down from the door where it began now far ahead the road has gone down from the door where it began --Tsukasa "Wizard of some trades, master of none" Karuna

Wow.. I'm a bit shocked to see this diary is still around, even though I haven't touched it for over 5 years now. It's kinda neat going through these various entries and reading how much of a spaz i was :) Anyways. I'm going to leave this diary as it is, frozen in time, while I move to a new one. I still think SitDiary has the best community, and so i'm not going to Livejournal or somesuch.. no.. I'm staying right here with all y'all. My new username is Karunamon - follow me there with the link above. Thanks to everyone commenting who made this very very old diary possible =3 Signing off for the last time.. ~Tsukasa "Rollin' Rollin' Rollin'" Karuna

This rant has been rated For possibly extreme views, intense bashing of stupidity, the powers that be, certain reactionary politicians *coughliebermancough*, and a hefty dose of common sense. --- --- UPDATE!!: GTA:SA has officially recieved those letters that no game wants to ever see.. AO Lets think about what this means. Look at the mpaa's rating system for movies: G PG PG13 R NC17 X And the ESA's system: EC E T M AO Note that one is missing, there. G = EC, because if its G rated nowadays, it HAS to be for little kids. E = PG , standard kids movies are always PG T = PG13, obvious M = R, Both restricted to 17+, again obvious. AO = NC17 OR X So we've taken a game that has content i could go find in an r rated movie (Go rent robocop 1) And given it a rating equivalent to a porn movie. The excrement has hit the air movement device at a high rate of speed. Watch your step... _____ As with most rants, you need to go to a site first and read an article. Today's winner is The Register Now then. Having played through GTA:SA and still having resisted the urge to go and kill some police officers (HAH! They say it cant be done!) - I hear of this mod that, well.. maybe this pic would explain better. Warning - probably not safe for work, but then again why are you reading this at work? So the whole damn country is in uproar about a sexual minigame, in a game with more words on it's litle M sticker than most others. Only in america folks. Lets take this apart, bit by bit, hm? 1. The ESRB is downright pissed about this and is now fully investigating Rock* and Take 2 Interactive for it. 2. If this doesnt turn out in the good guy's favor, the game could be reclassified as AO, basically the same as an X-rated movie, meaning you must be 18 to get a copy. 3. Every reactionary politician has come out of the woodwork and offered their two cents, saying (in one particularly nasty bit) that such games are "Stealing the innocence of our children" (That quote comes from my old arch nemesis, Joseph Lieberman - lost the web address, but google it mk?) Wuzzat? Ok, if i'm a 30-40 something parent and my 10-15 something kid asks me if they can buy GTA, i'd probably tell them no, without even having to look at the ESRB tag. Why? As a reasonable person, i'd expect a game with a title referring to crime, reviews saying this is a game about killing, gangs, pimps, hoes, and other totally illegal and illicit things, that there would be a bit of real "Hot coffee", if you know what i mean. Before we go into the absurdity of re-rating this game as AO, if you have GTA:SA on your machine, please go download this mod and play the aforementioned minigame, and come back. I'll wait. .. you back? Ok. Did you think that having "sex" (and i use the term loosely) fully clothed, in a badly drawn and somewhat blocky setting, really deserves the same rating as a hardcore XXX porno flick? I'll guess right here that the answer was no. And yet thats what could happen to one of the greatest games ever. It could be pulled from store shelves, relegated to behind the counter, no advertisements, nothing. Rock* spent an arseload of money on this game, having the carpet yanked out from under them by a bunch of politicians could spell disaster for them, NOT TO MENTION Take 2!! For reference, in case you're reading this for the first time, TK's Axiom of Offense goes as follows: If you are offended by something, do not view it, do not let your children view it, but leave the rest of the free world to make their own decision. Unfortunately, as we all know, exposure to Capitol Hill has been known to temporarily shut down brain cells. The law as seen by non-gamers is: If you are offended by something, do not view it, do not let anyone else in the world view it. Free speech only applies to things i deem permissible. *sigh* If a rather cruddy mini game on the computer is going to entice you to go out, shoot cops, jack cars, join a gang, have illicit sex.. you have something wrong with you. The men in little white coats have been dispatched to your address and will arrive shortly with a nice warm straight jacket. No but seriously. The game isnt that good. Thats PROBABLY WHY ITS DISABLED IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! ~Tsukasa "Common sense, folks." Karuna

Another 4th of july gone! Stats: Fireworks Budget: 200$ Actual Fireworks Cost: 250$ Injuries: 1 Sustained a burn to the fingers whilst attempting to snuff out an errant fuse. (Those green fuses CAN NOT be stopped once lit. Go ahead. Try. I dare you.) War Winner: N/A - They weren't there this year! Fun scale: 7/10 Last Year's Fun Scale: 9/10 What could have been better: The folks of the kids next door could have been a lot less picky about "safety" (lighting a bandit and then waiting a full second before throwing it. Note that ALL BANDITS have 4.5 second fuses. Go ahed. Time it.) Also got ripped for holding a lit roman candle. (Damnit people thats how they're supposed to be used!!) Issues: Almost started a big grass fire at someones house because a smoke bomb went off inside some brush. The tops of smoke bombs flame off when teh fuse gets low enough.. the fire was stomped out before it could grow. Conclusions: The 4th of july is still as fun as ever. ~Tsukasa "Certified Pyromania, first class" Karuna

Idea shamlessly ripped from [goddessyunasango] AND NOW THE QUIZZITUDE: Bill GatesCircle I LimboSnobsCircle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy WindParents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies, Parents who bring squalling brats to restaurantsCircle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & SnowPETA MembersCircle IV Rolling WeightsWriters of spamCircle V Stuck in Mud, MangledRiver StyxDrunk DriversCircle VI Buried for EternityRiver PhlegyasOsama bin LadenCircle VII Burning SandsWriters of Pop-up adsCircle IIX Immersed in ExcrementWriters of spywareCircle IX Frozen in IceDesign your own hell == You scored as Euterpe. You are Euterpe, the muse of music. You are an inventor, and you constantly come up with new ideas. You are happy when everyone else is happy.Euterpe69%Urania50%Calliope50%Thalia44%Erato38%Clio31%Melpomene31%Polyhymnia31%Terpischore13%Which of the Greek Muses are you?created with QuizFarm.com == Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack! How British are you? this quiz was made by alanna WTF? British!? I thought i was japanese.. these quiz people need to make up their minds :P == Oh wait.. uhh.. i cant do the other quizzes can i? Hm. Well dang. You'll have to deal with these two for now then. ~Till next time ~Tsukasa "Need more f@(!ing quizzes!" Karuna

Do you have any idea how hard it is to get a business off the ground? Theres so much planning and resources required... You have to have time, you have to have money, you have to have dedication, and most of all, you have to have folks that arent hellbent on sabotaging you from square one. [[Initialzing rant engine v0.982a]] Imagine the following conversation. Me (Talking to myself): Wonder where i could go to get some business cards printed up.. Mom: Why? You're still in school, you're not starting a business? Me: Uhh, YEAH i AM, i've already got some ads going and some folks want me to look at their computers Mom: No you're not! You dont have time! Me: Yes i am! (Goes over some details of the day's schedule) I've got plenty of time! Mom: Well i don't care, you've got your priorities totally out of whack. Me: They're MY priorities and i'll thank you to leave them that way. (Something like that, i forget the last bit) -- Ok fast forward a couple hours. We've got a camper and a shed on our lot, full of usless crap that needs to be dumped or taken to a yard sale. The camper has been parked in the same spot that it is for the past 10 or so years, its maybe been entered twice in that time. We've been talking about letting me use the camper for a shop because i've got zilcho space in my room for doing such a thing. Really. I'm surrounded on all sides in here. So my dad goes into this huge big spiel about how i'm not using the camper just because i told him off earlier. Why? Basically he was giving a cow that i let folks use my video games some times. I pretty much told him to mind his own f*ckin business (not in so many words.. but something to that effect) because they belong to me and i can do whatever i want to do with my own property! (whew!) So here i am. Stuck with a business thats not going anywhere because my folks are in their "Arbitrary-we-run-your-life-and-theres-nothing-you-can-do-about-it" mode. And they wonder why i want to move away? Hm.. speaking of moving. I have some plans in the works to move to Oregon with a good friend of mine. Which might end up being sooner than later if i can get some scratch together and my folks keep voluntarily pissing me off. Anyways.. now that i've got that off my chest i can concetrate on bigger problems. Such as my room thats in a dire need of cleaning :/ Till next time ~Tsukasa "Cleaning is overrated" Karuna

For possibly strong opinions and language, and bashing of the powers that be. [Initializing Rant Engine v.0982a] Just found this little nugget on a certain bittorrent site which shall remain nameless: == Lawmakers voted Saturday to ban the sale of violent or sexually explicit video games to minors in Illinois, a move other states and cities have tried but federal courts have repeatedly struck down. Wow! The justice system actually works sometimes.. The measure now goes to Democratic Gov. Rod Blagojevich, who proposed the ban late last year after hearing about the video game JFK Reloaded, which puts the player in the role of President Kennedy's assassin. Ah yes.. JFK reloaded. See also This entry - The game wasnt even that good.. Under the legislation, clerks who knowingly sell adult video games to minors could be fined $1,000. They could defend themselves by showing they did not know the buyer was a minor or that they followed the industry ratings on the games. Having solved all other problems such as child molesters and murderers on the loose..... The legislation leaves it to stores to determine which games are too violent or sexually explicit for minors, and retailers have argued it turns them into violence and sensitivity police. WRONG!! Havent we decided long ago that the the ratings are there to INFORM and not to ENFORCE? Leave it to the consumer (parent or child, it should be the decision of the one with the cash) to decide if a game is right for them. Dont you people ever read the back of the boxes? A federal judge last summer struck down a Washington state ban as a violation of free speech because it banned selling to minors video games depicting violence against police officers but not other depictions of violence. So its ok to kill anything ELSE in a game, just not police officers. Riiiight... The Washington judge also determined the ban was too broad because it was unclear which games would be banned -- something Illinois lawmakers say could be a problem with the legislation now headed to Blagojevich's desk. Standard operating procedure, make laws, and make them vague enough to do whatever the f**k you want to do with em. Federal courts have also struck down bans in Indianapolis and St. Louis County, Missouri, saying the measures encroach on the First Amendment. Someone in the feds has taken their daily dose of Common Sense© "What we have is all we ever get -- all fluff and no stuff," Republican Rep. Bill Black said. But supporters insisted the government has a duty to help parents shield children from violence and sexuality. "Don't let them become the monsters that we see in these violent games," Democratic Rep. Monique Davis said. "What we have is all we ever get -- all fluff and no stuff" ... which is exactly what we'll get in our games from here on out if you let these damn politicians get their way. How many of you have played Halo 1? It was a kickass game. Best selling on the xbox. Hella fun. It was M rated. Did it deserve that rating? Definitely. Am i a violent monster who's going to go pick up a pistol and start shooting stuff? No. In fact if i was, my folks would probably have me locked up and nowhere NEAR a game console. But, if Blagojevich and Lieberman get their way, there would be no halo. There would be no GTA, there would be no Mercenaries. As for you, Lieberman & Blagojevich, you need to loosen up and play some games. May i suggest Halo 2? It'll take your (mind? LOL) off your constant attempts to circumvent the first ammendment. See you on xbox live - you're going down. ~Till next time Tsukasa "In your face, basket case!" Karuna

Feeling: Ranty Initializing 3rdparty rant engine v.0982a - Why do people have to be sore WINNERS? Yep. Often I will lose, go back into the lobby and have someone berate me for losing. "You suck man, I owned you!!!" Now this sort of confuses me, because normally a victory would make someone happy. But no. We live in a world where folks are sore winners AND losers. I blame parents and teachers for telling kids that they're ALL special. They're NOT all special. Newsflash, some of you are mediocre, and some of you are actually really crappy kids with bad manners and not much in the way of brains. When your mom tells you that you can be anything you want to be? She's totally lying dude. You're going to be working the graveyard shift and living in a loveless marriage in a bad part of town before you know it. Up to your eyes in debt, the closest thing you'll have to a friend will be the repo guy who just came to repossess that lemon of a Buick you bought. What were you thinking? And all because you couldn't keep your mouth shut after you won a game of Halo 2. __ Sore winners - step away from the darkside while you have a chance! ... crap. *Drops a coin in his "Making an unnecessary star wars reference" jar* .. BAH. I would write more, but windows has decided that my machine ABSOLUTELY MUST be restarted in 5 minutes to do updates or else things will start exploding. So.. yeah. (Where's those dang fedora 3 cd's...) *rummages through desk clutter* ** yet another freakin edit ** Guess my "Big white box" syndome has cleared up. Now i keep finding stuff to write. I dunno why tho, this is 3:31 AM and theres only 2 other people on sD that are around at this ungodly hour to read wtf i'm saying :/ Ok. Done with this entry.. no more edits .. really. No seriously. No more editing. Go away now. Till next time ~Tsukasa "#000000 Rectangle Condition" Karuna

I came on here with the intent of writing an entry. Seriously. Now that i have the big white space in front of me, i don't know what to put.. Lame excuse, ya? So, in lieu of a real entry, heres some stuff that you ABSOLUTELY MUST DOWNLOAD. DOSBox - Play old games on your new machine! Now that you have your old ass emulator running, heres some very cool old ass games to go with it. Site of the moment: Home of the Underdogs And on this site we have a few worthwhile games: SilpHeed - very fun very tricky space shooter Princess Maker 2 - Sounds like one of those lame barbie girls games, but its actually not. Developed by Gainax, the same people who brought you such kickass anime as FLCL and Magical Shopping Arcade Abenobashi Lexi-Cross - Think wheel of fortune meets crossword puzzle, a few thousand years in the future Ok. *gets down off his soapbox* Go download some crap, mmk? Till next time ~Tsukasa "No free disk space" Karuna

Again with the weird weather around here.. its been raining on and off every day for the past week, we've had like 2-3 cloudbursts today (complete with rather nasty thunderstorming action..) Theres something inherently cool about a rainshower at night. I'm not sure what it is, if its the smell, the sound, dunno. Maybe it's memories - true story, every girl i've ever met and gotten anywhere with, i met while it was pouring outside. Weird eh? The one thing, however, that is NOT cool is snow. You have to shovel snow, you have to drive thru snow, you have to get frozen in snow. Rain's cooler - you go out and can smell it, you can feel it, you can hear it, but unless you live in flash flood country, you dont have to deal with it. Till next time ~Tsukasa "I love a rainy night" Karuna

Theres a certain satisfaction that comes with beating a challenge after weeks of hard work. That day is now. After much (much much much!!) sweat and hard work.. MAX 300 Standard - AAA - 80,000,000pts Now if i can just get my feet to move fast enough to even CLEAR the song on heavy, i'll be getting somewhere.. Yay! Its raining! *hurries outside and runs in circles for 10 minutes* *comes back inside, dizzy* *falls over into bed from exhaustion, dreaming of rising multicolored arrows..* ~Till next time Tsukasa "There damn well better NOT be a max 400" Karuna

It's true! All this damn schoolwork does pay off. Well, english lit, anyways. English Genius You scored 86% Beginner, 93% Intermediate, 100% Advanced, and 88% Expert! You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 21% on BeginnerYou scored higher than 39% on IntermediateYou scored higher than 92% on AdvancedYou scored higher than 97% on Expert Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid

Plugged last entry's video card in, ran for a while, then it fried. One word. ARRRRGH! Return shipping sucks >:( ~till next time Tsukasa "Burninated~~!" Karuna

No more cold! Yay! Nothing sucks more than looking forward to a vacation and then getting sick halfway through. WHO PLANS THESE THINGS? The man upstairs must have a grudge against me. Can't imagine why :P Oh yeah, btw, GET THIS SONG - its kickass. One more thing before i finish - thanks for the comments all - its kinda cool coming on here and seeing that at least 4 people read what i write ^^ ~Till next time Tsukasa "Comment Whore" Karuna

Just got back from a 3 day weekend yesterday, picked up some cool crap, a ps2 action replay (Which totally fubar'd my memory card!!! (cries at having to restart FFX all over again :( )) an xbox gameshark, a game, and preordered guild wars. All in all, a fun ass trip. The bad news? Today at work, i started coming down with another damn cold bug. Got a sore throat now, but thats only the beginning :( All the shit scientists do and they cant find a cure for the flippin cold. Screw em all. ~till next time Tsukasa "Chickan Sewp" Karuna

Got "cook'd" 's new video card, using it as we speak. Toatal transaction time: 3 weeks. Tell me.. why do folks make you cover return shipping when its their defective crap thats the reason your sending back in the first place? It's just messed up. [/randomness] Today's Unnecessary Quiz Thingus: Totally Japanese! Congratulations! You scored 108! You're Totally Japanese! You're more Japanese than the Japanese. You like the food, the history, the anime, the music and....the country. The only question I have for you is - are you American or are you really Japanese?!?! My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 38% on ramenpoints Link: The Stereotypical Japanese Test written by Oreganocheffer on Ok Cupid ~till next time Tsukasa "Konnichi Wa!" Karuna

Yes, I Guess I am A BAD American. I think playing with toy guns doesn't make you a killer.I think playing violent video games doesnt't make you act violent. Those that cant distinguish fantasy from reality shouldn't play with toy guns or play violent video games. I don't think being a minority makes you noble or victimized. I am a tolerant person, but I have the right not to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird or just piss me off. I know what SEX is and there are not varying degrees of it. If I received SEX from one of my coworkers on the job, it wouldn't be a private matter or my personal business. I would have been FIRED immediately. I know how to count votes and I feel much safer letting a machine with no political affiliation recount when needed. I know what the definition of lying is. I don't think just because you were not born in this country, or are a member of a minority (see above line about minorities) you qualify for any special loan programs, gov't sponsored bank loans, or any otherwise special treatment that any old joe random somebody wouldnt get, so you can open a hotel, c-store, trinket shop, or any freakin thing else. I thought the Taco Bell dog was funny. (Drop the chalupa!) I believe no one ever died because of something Ozzy Osbourne, Ice-T, Eminem, or Marilyn Manson sang, but that doesn't mean I want to listen to that crap from someone else's car when I'm stopped at a red light. But I respect your right to. I think that being a student doesn't give you any more enlightenment than working at Blockbuster or Jack In The Box (or McDonald's..) I don't want to eat or drink anything with the words light, Lite, or fat-free on the package. I don't hate the rich. If you earned it all and made a business - congrats. If you were born into it, lucky you! I'll not feel any different about you either way. I know wrestling is fake. Then again, so are movies and most of TV, but that doesn't stop you from watching them. I like reality shows, but cmon, we're into survivor XXXII and its starting to get a little old. I own a gun, you can own a gun, and any red blooded American should be allowed to own a gun, but if you use it in a crime then you will serve the time. A rubber band and a paper clip is a dangerous weapon in the hands of someone with malicious intent. I worry about dying before I get even. I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it pisses you off, invent the next operating system that's better and put your name on the building. Ask your buddy that invented the Internet to help you. I don't believe in hate crime legislation. Even suggesting it pisses me off. You're telling me that someone who is a minority, gay, disabled, another nationality, or otherwise different from the mainstream of this country has more value as a human being that I do as a white male. Heck, if someone kills anyone, I'd say that it's a hate crime. I don't believe animals have more value than human beings. Tho the powers that be don't agree.. Example, Poach an elk and you'll be in the slammer fatser than you can say "boom". Shoot a person, they'll take it to court and fight for weeks to decide exactly if you did shoot the person, how you went about doing it your state of mind at the time,etc. and if your having a REALLY good day, you'll get off scott free. We don't need more laws! Let's enforce the ones we already have! I think turkey bacon, turkey beef, turkey fake anything sucks. I think tattoos and piercing are fine if you want them, but please don't pretend they are a political statement. They are like any other cosmetic - and if you think that having 5,000 pieces of metal hanging off of your skin makes you look better - that's up to you. But if I look at you strangely, I reserve that right. I will not be frowned upon or be looked down upon or be made to keep silent because I have these beliefs and opinions. I thought this country allowed me that right I will not conform or compromise just to keep from hurting somebody's feelings. Tho i'd rather not hurt feelings unless absolutely necessary. Yes, I guess by popular definition, I'm a bad American. TK is 17 and entitled to his opinion. ~till next time T.K. the opinionated

Less than a month after i get over the flu or a cold or WTF ever it was, i get the crud again. ARRGH!!! Almost over it but this is really starting to blow chunks.. (bad pun not intended.) And tomorrow at work i'm scheduled for a 3 hour day. WTF indeed. So come morning i'm gonna call and see if i can get the day off.. i dont wanna screw with going in for three damn hours tomorrow when i still sound like ass!! **music change: Am.FM.GM - Tetris new melody OCRemix * Another weird thing i just noticed. Normally i can fire up winamp, close my eyes, and pick a song, and be happy with the selection. Today, i load up stuff and its like "WTF? I actually listen to this schite?" Maybe i'm just out of my beat or something, at least i HOPE thats what it is, or else i've got 5 gig of usless music on my iPod... :/ ~till next time T.K. the guy with 5 gig of useless music on their ipod.

Ripped from the diary of sopointless, AKA amanda-chan.. Thanks in advance ^^ == Using band names/singers, spell out your name: (I think i'll do song names like Amanda did because i really suck with artist names :/) Tetris New Melody OCRemix (AM.fm.gm) Summer Planet (Two-Mix) Underwear goes inside the pants (Lazyboy) King of fools (Edguy) American Idiot (Green Day) Superspr0de (Freezepop) Automatic (Utada Hikaru) Have you ever had a song written about you? Negative. Which song has ever made you cry? Yeah but i can't remember what the name is. Damn that girl could sing tho.. What song makes you happy? Anything upbeat and techno sounding. Something you could DDR to ^^ who do you like to listen to before bed? The birds chirping outside, my music gets me too hyper to sleep :/ HEIGHT: 6' 2" HAIR COLOR: Brown. SKIN COLOR: Whiter than usual EYE COLOR: Brown PIERCINGS: Nada. TATTOOS: Zip. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Jeans. Blue. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? I wasnt going to listen to anything.. but ok since you asked (puts the gitaroo man soundtrack in and plays Born to be Bone) WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH? Morning Breath. Yuck. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE? Twilight and snowy >< HOW ARE YOU? Erm.. ok? GET MOTION SICKNESS? Negative. HAVE A BAD HABIT? Yes. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? Half the time, but yes. LIKE TO DRIVE? If i could get my mom to go out with me... #*(! FAVORTIE TV SHOW? Attack of the Show CONDITIONER? Eh, i just use whatever the 'rentz have in teh bathroom at the moment. BOOK? Snow Crash. MAGAZINE? None. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Coke, jolt, pirhana.. just about anything with enough caffiene to insure that you dont sleep for a few weeks.. ALCOHOLIC DRINK? None. Ick. THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND? Computer. BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER? Rapper. HAVE YOU BROKEN THE LAW? No. RAN AWAY FROM HOME? No. SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE? No. EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING? Nope. MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL? Used an online sound board to make my mom think Dr Phil was calling.. freakin hilarious! EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY? No. USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE? Yes. Only with permission, of course ^^ SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE? Yes. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH? Yeah. BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY? No. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER? Yes. HAVE A BOYFRIEND? No. HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? Yup. SEXUALITY? Straight as a board. CHILDREN? No. CRUSH? Not ATM BEEN IN LOVE? Yes HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE? HELL yes. BEEN HURT? Yes. YOUR GREATEST REGRET? Not being there for someone. GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS? No, but i should try that some time ^^ DO YOU HAVE A JOB? Yes. WHAT DOES YOUR CD PLAYER HAVE IN IT RIGHT NOW? Nightwish - Century Child IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Blue. WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? This space for rent. Contact TsukasaX@gmail.com ;) WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? Music.

I really did. Here i thought i had grown out of this teenager pissed off at the world crap that i'd grown to hate, but no. I think today was the male equivalent of PMS (Pissed at Most Stuff) No seriously. I have no reason to be irritable or sad or any of that crap.. but i am.. And its driving me freaking NUTS!!11 The only real thing i have wrong with me right now is an upset stomach. Weirdness ya? God i fucking HATE being 17 because your on the threshold of not being a kid and being a legal adult. Too young to do anything and yet not old enough to do anything either. Plus you get to deal with the damn 14 year old mood swings. - Subject change to other things, mebbe get my mind off of it. Why do imported items always have crap spelling on their box? Case in point, just got my new kickin' video card, the box said something to the effect of "3d Video Graficea Acceleati" And on the back "Specification Perfpormance" "High Fill Rare (supposed to be rate?)" "GeForse FX 5500 ideo Grafics Acceleati" LEARN TO SPELL PEOPLE! IT MAKES YOU REALLY UNEASY WHEN YOUR 200$ COMPONENTS COME IN A BOX THAT LOOK LIKE IT WAS TYPED BY A 3 YEAR OLD! ~till next time Tsukasa "Holy sh!t i'm turning into my mom!" Karuna