This weekend was awesome. Went trick or treating with the chikas, then chilled at Marcie's pretty much all weekend long. Ate smore's, drank Pina Coladas, and watched movies. Many details can be added but, no. :: depression mode :: Okay, so i haven't ever felt more left out in life than right now. Something lately has just made me think that just because i'm not in a relationship, that i'm missing out on being a teenager. It's pissin me off. I really just want someone. Not anyone, i want 'him'. I want to have to worry about where he is. I want to have someone to fight with when im mad. I want to have a busy day filled with nothing but hanging out and cuddling. I want someone to tell me that i look beautiful. I need someone to tell me i look beautiful. I want him to kiss me like he means it with one arm around my waist and his hand around my neck. I want to be able to tell my friends i can't hang out because i have plans with my boyfriend. I want someone to hold hands with in a scary movie. I want someone to call me when he's at the busiest time in his day, just to say hi. I want someone to miss me when he realizes he's done the wrong thing. But i guess we don't always get what we want huh?