ahhh....... so0o everything is so0oooo gay i just cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant take it ne more. ITZ like nothing horrible like most people have it but it drivesm e crazy. THAT SUMMER is fuckin gay i hate it!!!! s00o i am goin to camp the 18 which i fuckin dont wanna go at fuckin alll!! and i need a vaction cuz im so0o fuckin need to lay on a beach OMG WUT THE FUCK y the fuck cant mai gay ass motha just keep a promise i mean not to sound snotty but i realli need 1 like i realli do. AND right wen i come back frum camp school starts n i hate school n teachers n homework n crap!!!!!!!! ANother thing is i feel realli fat sumtimes but people or mai friends no no wa y but u dont knoe wut there realli thinkin of u?? i mean wut should i do im trying not to eat that much n well throwing it up well i tried n not the best thing.... BUT* theres this one thing* okai so0o im 13 and i see all these 13 yeear old or 14 15 year old models n actress and all that and see all there glamoerous shit and how they live n stuff i am stuck here and they arent that talent itz just so0o werid how did they get there it makes me sick lookin at hillary duff and linsey lohan er jojo i just wanna kill my slef.... will ther ever be a better day????????????? juliaa