ok so i havent wrote in a WHILe summer 05 was pretty much the best time of my life.. lord i just cant believe how much fun i had.. its just honestly sick and cancun things are soo different me and my best friend who i thought was honestly my blood sister dont even hang or anythin i cry alot but there nothin i can do i feel im just there like im not livin the life the days just dragg on and school is soo fuckin hard AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH everythin sucks there are no boys really and the weekends have beeen horrible lately.. jon chun and them now hang wit allie n that crew so its werid.. honestly im soo calm noww but i deicded i need to quick cigs TOTALLY and weed slowy and just drink.. cuz wen i smoke i just fee like soo calm and go to bed so all my problems go away=/ eh nothin amazin noww ewww things to look foward too i guess zero on thursday night( with my luck iy will suck) miami in twoo weeks and winter break DURRRRRRRRRRRRR ♥