i duno whhy i still write in this but i love lookin back and just reading it so im 16 and i still write in his wow! but my sister died she wasnt my blood sister but we were soo close like sisters one day things just changed and she totally dumped our friendship she started hangin out wit my ex boyfriend and totally forgot about me she acted like everythin we had had never happened even tho it was like my friend died i will always love the girl who i went on one million vacations wit its like a whole different side of me is missing i miss her and i loved her i cry alot and i am now but all i can say is i hope i can heal from this and everything happenes for a reason