k so, everyone's going out to go somewhere but home.. and i'm here, home. i guess i shouldn't suspect my friends to be anything for me. there's no one left to talk to because they're all where ever this somewhere else is. whatever. then, i ask other people and i get shot down by them. i guess i'm not a great of a person everyone else is. it shouldn't bother me. but, it does because i only have so many good friends and they're out together. this is the second occasion in one week too.. i shouldn't worry about this..