he's good stuff. wow chazz and i were listening to the same song. how wierd. i got to school today and chris had parked at the library. he gave me that head nod and that made me smile back. i wish people would just say hi to me. chris is a good kid. there needs to be more people like him. confirmation is in two weeks and prom is in three. i'm indecisive on whether or not i want to actually go to prom. it'll be fun because i'll be with becky but i want to go with someone and stuff. but, i dont know how to attract guys. i mean, bigger girls than me can get guys. they make me feel disgusting. i'm jealous. yeah, prom. blah. i dont care if it'll suck. i just want to go.