too bad all you ever needed is right infront of you. there's no words i can say to express that. you are just too blind to notice it. perhaps i will take this advice (get over him but dont wander too far) and use it to the best of us. what exactly is best for us? i dont know but i'd like to pretend i do. it sucks that i'm thinking where you are, who you're with, are you safe.. but i feel like you don't stop to ever wonder about me. we're supposed to be friends but you can't be open with me about her? i am almost completely open with you so i shatter knowing you would dare. funny how i told you i hope you find someone better than me and you told me no one is better than me. remember that? remember when i told you that i hope you find someone i can at least agree with.. well, she's goes beyond all i feel about her. and what crushes me.. this is the second time.. and you still dont mention her till it's "over" between you guys. perhaps you like her.. but i have a feeling she will hurt you. dont come back to me wanting to give me a kiss and cry on my shoulder. please dont try and express your pain and make it worse for me. it's like she'll always win you and it crushes me more and more to think that.