bisan la gud naminaw ug emery butang lang gyapon....its almost 4am! wooooooosh and i'm not working at all.... k peeps i got to stop! i wish i could write down longer... it's been so long already since i haven't written. . . . well i will sumday. . . the current state of my life...i am still the same loser... still the same low-achiever, never getting anything right, . . i wish i was a better person sumtimes... i wish i wouldn't always want too much.. . . i dunno... ah this entry is useless this white pills are kind... i given a lot of thoght on the phone call we just had i miss the times together where we let time just pass us by and slowly finish laughing at the gate, dont say goodbye. . . i faintly remember breathing on our way back home where you told me you loved me, but i guess it was all wrong do you care if i dont know what to say... will you sleep tonight or will you thingk of me.... will i shake this off pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who is just like me you know there is.... well 4am now. . . i got to go back to work... smile miles... :)))))))))))))))