i am so depressed right now...i feel like i could never do anything right...im such a mess up...i mean i know i will change sometime, i know i will grow up someday... but james is just putting me down...he says he's putting me up but he's way of treating me is bringing me down...i feel like icould never do anything right...magtinarong man ko! always mana! then he tells me that the skaterz gisapot na nko just cause mamili pa ko ug jeepney when i go home, i mean they dont have to wait if they dont want to....im so angry with them, they dont have to wait if they dont want to!! damn it! i didnt ask them to!! i didnt wask them to!! james says they all back stab me in a way already ("nagtuo ka daghan kag amigo? wa lang ka kabalo nanglibak nana sila nimo..) but that is so f*cking unfair! i never backstab them, they could just tell me straight in the face if they want, that they dont want to wait or whatever, it would have been so easy to deal, backstabbing is even worse among friends,..hahay..... i just feel miserable....maybe i am such a mess up and ala njud ko ayo, ah whatever!! f*** i'll go take pictures now for my photography class...