well, its aboot 2 months now that i've been single... and i hate it. its problally one of the worst things that happens to me. cause u see, i HATE being single. it drives me up the wall. honestly, id rather rip my teeth out, 1 by 1. thats how much i hate it. but everyone alwayse tells me, "matt, u'll find someone some day. and she'll treat u soo good, it will be unimaginable" it sounds rely stupid but i cant wait till that day comes. i look forward to each and everyday im alive tothe fact that maybe, just maybe that day could be my lucky day. but u see, the main problem is, im pretty kept to myself around ppl i dont know, and girls. but most of the girls i do fall in love with, and who like me either are drug attics, sex crazy or just plain and simply just treat me like crap.i alwayse keep my head up and look at the good side of things. but sometimes, its rely hard to find the good side of something. especially if it was a past relationship, which ended up in a broken heart, and a torn soul. in that case, im talking about me and my last girfriend. it was a great 7.5 months. but it was too good to be true. she got bored of me and went after the lil bun bugger who punched me in the face. so to that, i say SCREW YOU MERCEDES!!! you know, as much as i hate being single and having my friends not, its rely good in a way, it kinda gives me a reason not to give up. just a few weeks ago, my good friend thomas started going out with a girl named jeanette. since then, i havent seen him in a bad mood, and he seem to be rely happy with her and her with him. thats the kinda girlfriend i want. but in the meantime, heres to you thomas, your a good guy, u deserve her, dont let go of her man. speaking for not only me, but the other people that now you, cheers man...you deserve it. :D but in the meantime, all i can rely do now, is sit back, be myself and just hope that oneday, i find someone... someone just like me.