Ok for my current mood im sadd dazed and confussed.. Life's a bitch but we all know that.. And everyone feels use once and awhile or like a dum fuck!! yeah i feel like a dum fuck with no fucking mind, and i can't controll that right now i really just want to throw some shyt and break it..BUt then i know its my fault that i lett this shyt happen to me cuz im a dum fucking idiot who gets throwen to the side for the "pretty" girl.. Im not try to sound conceided now but i do think im pretty im not the hottest there is around but i don't think im the uglest...I know we all feel this way i really do. But i don't know why we make ourselfs try so hard and then we end up feeling like shit lower then shit like your an non exzisting person.. who's all by there selfs in a cornner shivering and crying and asking them self the same old bullshyt qustion "how did this happen,why did i let this happen."