So what do I do? Sit here in a depression just wishing that I had seen this all before it was too late? Or just forget this ever happened and snap back into the reality that, YEAH this happens to everyone and it's stupid to make a big deal. I know, the second one sounds about right. But, I mean...we all know how a broken heart hurts a bit more than an actual wound...it takes a new person to heal it. I just, want to FIND that new person. Could he be right here and I not even know it? Probably. I just need to open my eyes a bit wider and find out just who the hell it is. *sigh* I just wish he would come to me...