Since That Day

Feeling: frustrated
Okay well I'm just going to write about everyday since the big day! That day...June 1~ Well I had softball games that night......we lost both games but it was okay!! First game was fun...started at third then moved to left field because coach was getting irritated with our left fielder so yeah....went to the Chinese place in paola after first game to get something to eat because we had an hour to spare before our next game started..got back to the fields about 30 minutes b4 second game started...talked to cathleen and she said something about Chris liking another girl and been talkin to some chik for a couple weeks...I went and cried and talked to katie...thats when I found out the bad news! She had told me that Chris talked to her about breaking up with me but didnt want to do it before the games because he wanted me to play good...welllllllll that sure didnt happen. Second game I played crappy...couldnt get him off my mind...cried the whole way home from the game. Came home talked to Chris on AIM and we broke up...I cried myself to sleep...and have everynight since then! June 2 Went to krystens to hang out with her talk to her about chris....and then I ended up staying the night! I called every guy on her celly phone that night.....then we talked to COle for like ever...it was soooooo funny....I had a great time! It stormed almost all night...sucked. I woke up by the light in krystens room...she was writing me a note telling me that she was letting me sleep longer...but since i woke up when she was writing it I had to pretend like I was sleeping again so she could finish it!! hehe it was greeeeeeeeat! I LOVE YOU KRYSTEN NICOLE FOWLER!! June 3 Nothing! June 4 Family reunion!! June 5Katie called me at like friggon 9....we went running...well walking actually..LOL. This really cute dog started following us everywhere...we named it Honey. It was sooooo sweet. My mom and her mom wouldnt let us keep her. Her grandpa said he'd feed her...yeah..KATIE I LOVE YOU! I had softball practice for 3 flippin hours! June 6 Cheerleading practice at 8:30 in the morning...came home...drove with Jessica to ottawa...came home...took a big nap..then had softball practice for 3 hours! June 7 I dont think I did anything!! June 8 Got up at like 2....yeah..needed sleep. Softball games in Paola...my mom ended up falling and had to go the hospitial when we were at paola...first game we won! Awesome..yeah right...second game got canceled because of the rain! My shining star came to the games with us and stayed the night! I LOVE HER!!!!! June 9 Woke up...at like 10:45ish...Ashley and I talked in my room for almost an hour b4 we came downstairs....got a new kitten..its sooo tute!Went outside and got my new white kitten...brought it inside...yeah it cried...Brandon came over..hung out for like 3 hours..I think. He left...at like 6:40 ish Ashleys dad came and got us..I stayed the night with her!! Had sooooooo much fun..I love you my Shining Star and Today........hung with ashley...went to the pool...met Carlos...wow...he's hott! hehe..yeah but I dont care...lol. Came home around 5:30 around there...and then did NOTHING..now I'm on here! Yeppp there ya have it!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!! |Tara| ------------------------------------------- No Shoutouts Sorry! ------------------------------------------- This is my fav. song ever! Here I stand With everything to lose And all I know is I don't want to ever see the end Baby please, I'm reaching out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in? Oh, here I am I'm reaching out for you So won't you open up your heart and let me come back in Let's be us again.
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omg i love you..and i love your new sitD! i will help you make it look cute later too! and yes i had a ton of fun with you the past 2 days! we have to do it more often!! i love you so much babe!!

Ash.
put this in your header
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line-height:16px;
color: #cccccc;
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if it doesnt work tell me
ok in your layout try and find where it says that exact thing and replace it with that
-kels
ya got it! :-)
-kels
Hey i dont want to sound mean.. But do you have legs? Coz in that foto it looks like you dont.. Im sorry im jsut asking please dont take offence to it. I think your really pretty. Can you jsut leave a comment in your comments and i will come back and read it.
[Anonymous]
So I was leaving you a comment last nite when the comp over heated and shut down there was no way i could get back on and it sucked. So I went to sleep. Im taking the ACT today til noon. Ill call you later. Sorry about the way I left...

kyle
[Anonymous]
your welcome
glad i could help :-)
-kels
haha your such a cutie! you have to hang out with me &carlos some time!!

i can hook you up beautiful cause he's confused about girls in ottawa he really just wants to date a girl out of town


we are going to lawrence tuesday to see lords of dogtown

you should come with, our trips to lawrence are amaaazing
[Anonymous]
Yeah i'm from Ottawa...and i think i did see you with Ashley or someone, probably at a football game...
[Anonymous]
cute diary :-)
-kels
hey thanks!, i like yours too!

Candra
[Anonymous]
i pretty much called you 3 effing times today you whore. and you didnt answer once!! oh well, i still love you.


love you shooting star,
Ash.
soo i gotta tell you something tara. about chris...

-erica
[Anonymous]
TARA!!! yahooo i LOVE the diary! very cool! :D luv yah!
*sarah*
[Anonymous]
two words...


watch out.


*IT NEVER GIVES UP*.. yes.. i said IT! Stupid piece.

hehe i love ya my F.A.T.
Don't forget to add my new diary!


Krysten
[Anonymous]
hey i no this might sound weird but u r really pretty and ur cat is qute
hey sweetie!! more icons coming whoo hoo nice diary ttyl love ya babe

Jen
I will tell you when you get on aim sometime..sound good?

-erica
[Anonymous]
Why thank you very much, pretty Ms. Tara. I like your SIT-d as well. :) Pretty kitty cat, what's his/her name? I had a cat once... but he died. Well, your diary is so snazzy... it makes me jealous. (Get it...? [XyourjealousX] Hahah... I'm so lame. :P) Bye-bye, take care Ms. Tara!
[Anonymous]
thanx, i like yours too :)


you look familiar?...hmm...
[Anonymous]
your full of it acting all pessimistic like that, it reminds me of...me
grrrrr. get him why dont u!

kyle
[Anonymous]
someone else besides chris or carlos..who the hell...

kyle
[Anonymous]
Hi =).. I like your diary.
[Anonymous]
yes i am aware thats what you said.. who the heezy are you talking about??

kyle
[Anonymous]
grrr i dont care if u do kill me and with this court system ull get off easy, oh and i wont be any loss..now tell me already b4 i kill myself!

kyle
[Anonymous]
you need to tell me and tell me like oh i dunno right now! theres no reason not to i mean what are friends for...

kyle
[Anonymous]
Thats nnot very nice. I know your nice too so wheres that nonsense coming from. Grrrr. Please tell me... Pwetty Pwetty Pweaz tell me. With Cherry on top. Ill do the pathetic sounding you cant say no to furby voice for you and everything....

kyle
[Anonymous]
I think you need to hit up the Carlos guy...

kyle
[Anonymous]
Hey, my name is carlos...
And I'm hot...
I think? :P
Bye-bye! :)
[Anonymous]
I dont understand why cant you just tell me... Your making me so sad :(

kyle
[Anonymous]
But of course I don't mind, Ms. Tara! GO right ahead. And my AIM screen name is 'chazattack1' And I'll add you as well, why wouldn't I? :)
[Anonymous]
You really are just trying to make me sad. And you said that you wanted someone to talk to but you wont even tell me who your talking about, i think you need to find a way to express that to me and like right now girl!

kyle
[Anonymous]
Yes, my name is Carlos. Friends either call me Charlie or Chaz. Hence, my SIT-diary s/n name. :P
[Anonymous]
I just must know this mystery man...
What must i do to find out???

kyle
[Anonymous]
Omg theres gotta be somthing...Why,why are you doing this to me. You can give me some hints or somthing, I'll do anything, anything you want, and i mean anything

kyle
[Anonymous]