I screamed so hard this time that I cant say I hate you I drank away my pain so I don’t care I want to die young and alone now But my emotions keep me scared I don’t even know whats going on now Im lost in my own world of confusion Everything that I used to think about you Now seems nothing but a distant illusion I want my voice back to reassure you You're in my minds own living hell I feel so useless and abused now I cant even begin to tell I want you to know the pain you caused me I want you to suffer all my pain I know you don’t even care about me I just wish it could go back to the same I began to mumble something idle And to the floor my body fell I want my voice back to reassure you You're in my minds own living hell