Well this is my last entry of the break. To describe this break would have to be bitter sweet. There have been really good parts of it.... and parts that i really wanna forget. I had alot a fun with my cousins on christmas eve... haha watching pirates of the carribean..... I love that movie!!! and on new years with em and jen pirates of the carribean again.... haha and the hulk( which i have to finish ) I talked to my grandma alot about my papa and my sister. She was telling me all these good things about them. Like how my sister loved everyone, and she never said a bad word about anyone. She was just a good hearted person that didn't see bad in the world. And i kno that she had problems and stuff and people probably are like she wasn't blessed or nething, but she truly was. She made a inpact on the world. Even if she didn't realize she was doing that. Like for instince. Did u kno that North hills didn't have assited education programs untill my dad fought for them.... yeah so my dad is the reason for that at nh.... my sister helped with that. She got made fun of for being different. But in reality she wasn't different she was amazing. I feel really sorry for all the people who looked at her funny or made fun of her becuase they missed out on the most amazing person. So dun ever ask me why i get affended when you say the word retard.... ok cause it hurts. My gram told me that for her funeral people were jammed in the church... and there were really long lines to get into view her. She was loved.... she was special... and she was amazing. So basically im gonna miss this break cause i ahd alot of fun. Julz and jess we had a blast on tuesday... lol " Hello " Lol CHicago.... and win a date with tad hamilton... haha good times.... shikado! Lol i had like major fights with people this break and it put me in a majorly bad mood.... but i think everything is better... who knows... I discovered really good movies like Alex and Emma and The other one lol.... with mandy more.... and trent ford that was really really good... Haha dude it's called how to deal oppsie i forgot lol. So ne ways yeah omg the oc is this week on wednesday. I am so excited.... I can't wait i love it. Poo on anna i love summer.... seth and summer forever.... Yeah and smallville isn't till like next week and one tree hill isn't till next week. i can't wait... I thought about semi- for like 2 hours. IM scared im not gonna get a date and i dunno what to do with my hair and stuff..... im vain oh well.. jk. Haha kate and i- were gonna be so goregeass!!! Lol yeah well im tired and we ahve school tomorrow :( yeah so im gonna go to sleep Bye. Ali!! Great break! great memories!