Omg.... Today was a beautiful day. It was like 50 degrees out all day. It sorta felt like summer. i think people thought it was summer. Lol It was sunny and it was such a change. A Good Good Good Change. First things first. The oc. Ok yeah well im angry at ryan right now. He's being A big bitch. Wtf?!?!?!?! I mean he wants maris so bad but he's being a jagoff and acting like a big pussy cat. And than this Chicken thersea has to come into the picture...???? Yeah luke and julie copper. Def gross. Shes like 40 and he's 17. What the heck. Man this show is getting to weird!!!!!! But hey it is my fav.... so ill let it be. Yeah today was good.... sorta but not really. i hate gym class. It's so gay. It seriously needs to die. I mean the teachers are just wack( Buttenfield ) Yeah it makes me angry. I hate it. So today like im not sure about who i like ne more. So many boys so little time. Haha Well for one thing... im like infatuated with my old love. That is so fing weird. How can u be infatuated with ur old love. im not in love with him ne more. Mostly cause he's just an ass. im generally just attracted to him. And than theres the other dude. He's cool. I dunno... and than there's the ultimate infatuation. He didn't look that great today. I dunno. GRRR!!! Lol Oh well. TOday at lunch we had such a great conversation about prolife and christianity and religons and stuff. IT was really cool cause we got really deep into it. It was one of the first deep convos ive had this year. I kno what ur thinking judging from my entrys i seem kinda ditzy but im not im just stupid. Lol Im jk. Yeah so i wanna get like a background in here. But i can't... if ne one knows how to get a background in my journal could u please leave a commit!!! thanks MuCh!!! THis weekend i was supposed to ahve cheerleading competetion but that got cancelled. so now i dunno what? Lol Kylie and i are gonna see true confessions of a teenage drama queen. than fridays than her house. Girls night out. Muy Muy excited!!! Woot WOot.... I was reading a spanish magazine today and the weird thing is i understood alot of the stuff. Maybe in like two years i got understand everything that would be totally kickass. So yeah i Need to get out of here.... ALi