IM sorta stressed. I have a spanish test tomorrow and than other shit. Arg school sucks. Today was ok. I wore these pointy shoe things... holy shit my feet are killing me. I think i wore them cause last night i was watching Top model and they were wearing high heels and i wanted to wear them... Lol i kno i kno im a dork. I like never realized this but like broken hearts hurt more than like any physical pain. It sucks when u see the person u like hugging someone else or like kissing somoene else. It just sucks. all u wanna do is cry and be sad. But like if u cry and be sad than ur gay cause ur letting a dumb guy get to you and thats just ghetto. I dunno its like that feeling when u have a broken heart.... i guess now i kno why they mean broken heart... cuase it hurts like hell. No one said being a teenager was easy. Like i wanna enjoi these teenage years cause people always say they wish they could go back to them. So im just gonna like seriusly reflect on them cuase their sorta half way over.... and its sad to me. Like before i knew it im in high school.... its a little freaky. i like the junior high so much better. and thats so pathetic cause like it sucked over there. I just dont wanna live my life regreting everything that has happened. I think im over him. Ill just move on cuase there is no use in hurting myself... and besides with me i never kno i have some weird brain function or something like its not secure. i never am sure about anything and im like scared of shit and stuff. I just dont want my heart to break ne more. IM sick of it. And if the next one hurts me i dunno. Dude us teenagers are way to hormonal. Lol i dunno what im doing this weekend. I dunno call me if u want to do somehting cause ill probably be bored. today rankin and i went to starbucks it was funny and fun... i love her. i go something from my lover... haha we have the same 7s haha ok ill shut up cuase im annoying myself. life as we kno it is on tonight and im excited for that but yeah im bored wihtmylsef Kisses Yall ALi