- Today is Saturday. Yesterday was senior day. THe seniors like put old milk in the stairwells and it smelled so bad the whole day. After school i had to get my camera for the photography project and than helped for student council to take down the ballons and stuff. Than i went home. Got my hair cut. Than went to the football game. it was ok. i dunno i was in a totally weird mood. a bad mood i think. Yeah so than i went home. cried about how sucky this life is. realized im a total bitch. Watched tV. Read a book. than went to sleep. I feel like stupid or something. Is there something wrong with me? I dunno. WEll today i got up at 730 i tried to go to sleep but thoughts of last night came back into my head and i just couldnt sleep. So i went down stairs and watched my The Oc tapes. It sorta made me feel better. Than i just watched tv. And im wating for the one episode of Lb to come on cuase i havnt seen it yet. and its sad cuase ive seen all the other ones a hundred and like twenty five times. Lol. GRRR.... I dunno. tomorrow is church i think going to borders with people and than working at the harvest festival. - Why cant i just be accepted.