hellow <3. ugh i'am fucking bummed. okay well i bought this emo hate at hot topic (yes im hardcore.. i do shop there) anyways i bought this cute black emo hat and it was too big. so i went today to try and get another one and they wouldnt let me! fucking bitches man! Ha oh well ill prolly wear it anyways. i miss my kenzie and i just say her like 2 hours ago... :( we dont hangout much anymore besides at skewl. it sux. welp its finaly friday and im at home sitting here bored as fuck! god i need DRUGS!! Ewwwweee i got stoney today. it was fun cuz i was at my friends cord's house hes kewl. but yea im kinda sick of blazing it. but i dont wanna start any like "hardcore" drugs you know? i wish kenzie was here.... then i wouldnt be soo fucking bored. dude this week went by sooo slow it sucked. thnk god its over thou!! O.M.G.. okay this really cool guy at my skewl told me he liked me today. ::BAH:: it was weeeird. i kinda like him also thou.. but i have a wonderful boyfriend, whom i love to death. god how cum this shit always happens to me? i would soo go out with evan..but i couldnt do that to travis! Ugh i dunno buys are soo confusing, i wish i could just meet the perfect guy end of story. well then my life would be a lil boring but it already is so oh well. Mmmmhum trvais just left my house and he was really stoned...fucking bitch! Ha jk. omg i wann atalk to kenzie poo poo but i dunno where she is??? Hummmm i wonder? welp im gunna go make sum coffee cuz im cold and coffee sounds good. luv luv my dearest <<>>