the seriousness of this week is starting to doom. in a wierd way i havn't felt it as much as i thought. but its going to be a nightmare..thats negative but wat other way are u meant to see the aniversary of ur dad's death. dn't dewll on it i try to think..itl be okay. its just one of those things. one day that won't be gud. mmm.. im still scared. i dnt feel much like writing.. i feel like having sum time to think. mmm life. it bites on days like these.