Do you know what you do to me every time? Either you know and choose to ignore, or you haven't learned yet. This time I'm going to try not to be frustrated, and I'm going to try my very hardest to be patient. You must know that you make that hard for me though. Sometimes I wonder if you realize that you turn me around in circles. You spin me around to the point where I'm so dizzy with confusion that I don't know if I'm heading forward, or if I'm simply holding myself back. I wish so much that these words were being said straight to you, instead of my computer but I fear that I don't have the courage to try to tell you this. I wish you knew how much I feel for you. I wish I could tell you how much I feel for you, but I am afraid that you would turn me down, or simply say that you don't know. I'm afraid that you will be afraid of commitment forever. You told me once that you hated that you didn't take the chance when you had it, and that if you were given the chance again there is no way you would hold back. Is that still true today? Will you still take the chance I'm giving you? Or are you going to avoid it again just because this is new for you, and you don't know what to do. Let me show you how. Let us learn to be whole again together. A heart cannot be broken if it isn't whole to begin with, so let's take that chance. We've both been through so much, so let's be together and make eachother happy. What would you say if I told you that I would love to spend my life with you? Would you run away from me, or would you take that leap and try something new? I am NOT about to give up on you, so you might as well take that leap with me and see what happens. If it doesn't work out, then so what? We'll move on. Simple as that. Just please, grant me the chance I'm giving you. Do you know what you do to me?