I don't remember the last time I was as happy as I am at this moment. Right now there is nothing wrong at all in my life. The weirdest thing is there is nothing that made me so happy, I just... relaxed. I had the best cigarette I have ever had, and I stared out my window at the clouds, and I was happy. I feel like nothing can bother me at all right now. Even though I miss B, and I don't know where my life is going, it doesn't matter anymore. All that matters is that I wake up everyday, and live. I have never been so apreciative of my life before. I feel like everything has fallen into place, and nothing can bring me down. I love everything, and everyone in my life at this moment. I am happy. I am me.