i sware to god the next prep that so much as looks at me funny, is going to wish to fucking god they were never born!!! arg!! and will somebody please tell my counslers that i'm fine!!! i do NOT need mental help!!! i HATE girl drama! i sware, every guy friend i have their g/fs are like all "omigod! stay away!!!" "don't steal my b/f!" uh... hello? if i wanted to steal them i would have done so. arg!! i loose sooo many friendships that way. one minute its all good, then all of a sudden... BAM! their g/fs are threatening to kill me! i hate my school. the people there suck! some of the teachers are cool, but most of them suck. almost everybody hates me, especially the girls. can we say jealosy? just because i'm smarter, more talented, and have more guy friends, does not mean that i'm out to steal all the b/fs and cast spells on everyone! oh. don't get me started about the witch thing. one: i am NOT a witch! yes, i may hang out with goths and punks, but please! i'm a normal humanoid creature, well.... maybe not normal.... i still don't see the point in this; but, oh well, not many people know me. god... i want to crawl up in a corner and die... i hate my life... but i'm to afraid to follow through with my plans... i guess i'll just sit here and cry....