okay so i really cut it. ^^ all the guys seemed to notice and like it. they all told me that i looked nice.... ofcourse so did all of my female friends. its soooo short. but its still cool. its like border-line emo-hair. tommorrow i have another test. i know i failed my science one and i had a math test today. i hate tests. its so hot out. i hate summer and late spring. my arms are two different colors. >< on friday i'm doing this cival war encampment thing. i hope it won't rain like it did last year. i felt so bad for them... okay so i'm really stressing. cabaret is in like 6 days and i barely know the song i'm singing. god help me!! life still sucks major ass. but i can deal. i miss my therapist... *sniffles* but i can also deal. my entries are really long... but who cares. no one really reads these anyways... cause nobody likes me... *feels unloved.* >> okay so...?? i hate having limited time on the internet and phone. its so gay! i really don't know why i'm writing in this... it seems so pointless. but who cares? i heart green day... ^^ >> i'm soooo tired 24ish days till schools out!!! ^^.... no wait thats a damn...>< yeah... hopefully my biggest crush will finally notice me... *sighs* i hate being the little shadow that is an outcast. i am not anti-social! i am selecivelly-social... i think i spelled that wrong...?? oh well... must retire to thy bed... >.< i hate my room... but i love my bed... nite.