I do stupid stuff sometimes, like cry over spilt chocolate milk, yes i did that... Now its kinda funky! i'm 9w4d along right? then how come i'm so emotional? why do my boobs hurt already? why have they grown half a cup size? this stuff shouldnt happen so soon!!! Now ive been cryin over stupid shit... i know Jasons exhausted after work, so why am i so upset over the fact he is exhausted and that i dont get any? HOW STUPID IS THAT?!? I even shaved myself, nothing... I wore a sexxii nightie, nothing... Either somethings wrong with him, or me... So i started crying because of it... Dont get me wrong, he is NOT cheating! He is weird, he tells girls wearing basicly nothing to "Go home and put some clothes on" its just the way he is... He works 10 hour days laboring & i am selfish by wanting something more from him when he needs to just relax... I am normally not so emotional, tho bipolar... I am usually good with understanding of peoples needs, why am i being so insensitive now? Why am i thinking JUST of myself? Oie! I dont know if its cuz i'm preggie or if its cuz i feel so lonley now (cuz i'm preggie) that i want him around more and want to do more stuff (including sex) Just so you know, i'm like him, the way i normally feel about sex is "If i get it, i get it" and its not that big part of my life anymore except when i needed to jump start my periods... of course i figured it out, when i went to jump start it this time thats when i concieved *LMMFAO*!!! i have no reason 2 go out & cheat on him, nor am i going to ever!, but since my hormones are crazy i feel the urge to do so... I mean i have never had an urge to literally try my damnest to try to get some, i hate this... With Bryan i NEVER wanted sex i wanted NOT to be touched!! of course i didnt have mourning sickness either!! This baby has caused me such bad mourning sickness i got these pills "premesis" so it'll stop... i cant eat cuz i'm sick 2 my stomach, i'm throwing my guts up 20 minutes after i eat if i can eat... its bothersome!! i cant believe my boobs have caused me problems, already grown half a cup size! They hurt like crazy!! Oie... what do i do? If i cant get these gawd dayumed emotions to quit i'm going to go nuts!!! Heres a funny thing a friend said to me: "with boys, you worry about one penis - with girls, you worry about EVERY penis" tho a girl can only come home preg every what 9-10 months guy can get a diff girl preg every night