tonight started at the corner bakery. sean and i enjoyed a sandwich then we went with travis to get taco bell. around 8pm chris got out of church and we were origonally going to Jamies grave site but i soon found out that she was cremated. with no plans we decided to have another adventure. since last night we went south, tonight we went north. we thought of going to the "haunted" cooper house but we passed that and ended up going to L.A. we drove around L.A. for a while looking for a place to eat but we only found an adult bookstore that was pretty funny. then we decided to go to Hollywood. when we got there we found a little thai resteraunt and we ate. after we ate we headed over to the hollywood and highland and walked around on the stars. it was a pretty fun night. who knows what we'll do during our next adventure.

Happy Birthday Jamie Ainley. i miss you so much. i think ill play a oiuji board and try to communicate with you. i want you to be here.. im sad that we already had our last memory. i want it to be different. i hope you're happy. ill be at the cemetery later tonight after my finals. im would do anything to change whats happened. with all my heart i miss you. Happy birthday. the big 19. im sure libby will get you something better than peanut butter and fruit this year! <3

Last night my friends chris, sean, travis, and i decided to be adventerous. it was a great night. we drove south for a while until we decided to find a mission. we found a great one in san juan capistrano. when we got there we jumped the gates and looked around. it was breath taking. travis ruined the moment by peeing on a bush. we then drove to Dana point and found some pirate ships. arg!! we'll find the gold!! we hopped on board and took a look around. it was intense. lots of fun. that was our adventure. we didnt leave until 230 am this morning and i have finals in a few. live your life. dont be boring.

In light of current events, I find myself more and more confused. Confused about life, people, why and how things happen. In my manufacturing engineering class I cought myself wander off into my own thoughts instead of trying to follow my professors heavy french accent. I could still hear him but I had no idea what he was saying. For some reason all I was doing was looking at him wondering if he was going to die. Then I glanced around the room and my mind was filled with questions for everyone. All relating to death. I'm worried. I've never lost anyone in my life before Jamie. I've never experienced any type of grieving because of a loss with the exception of a few goldfish when I was younger. I'm an adult now. But I feel like I don't have my shit (thoughts and feelings) together. There is no composure. I am not calm. I don't understand life. Is the goal to be a good person, go to school, try to make a difference in the world or die somewhere inbetween? I'm numb except for a deep pain in my chest and sore eyes. I don't like talking about it because I feel like I can't say the words aloud. I can hardly say anything sometimes. Sometimes I think I'm fine and I'll start to sing along to a cd in my car but before I know it, I'll be choking on my own tears. Jamie, for you I would do anything. I wish I could hug you again. Hold you again. Laugh with you again. work at registration with you again. Dance with you again. Watch a scarry movie with you again like when we saw skeleton key and we saw mr jenkins and mrs warden... that was funny.. when you screamed really loud and we all got embarassed. wow I love you so much it hurts. I really wish you were here. You made a difference in my life. You brightened it up. Just like you did to everyone else's lives. I don't understand how you of all people could be taken from this world. This world needs you.

fuck you dad. your a jerk.

tonight i went to see corpse bride with some friends and on the way i saw a broken down motorist. he told me that parts fell off a tow truck and it crashed his car. he needed help so i let him call 911 and i also tried to catch the tow truck driver. i couldnt catch them so i went back and he thanked me for letting him use my phone and whatnot. my philosophy has always been help when you can. to quote from startrek "dont try to be a great man, be a man"

WOW. I JUST GOT HOME. TODAY WAS ..... HMMM, IM HAVING TROUBLE FINDING THE RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT. MAYBE I SHOULD START FROM THE BEGINING. I WOKE UP AROUND 145PM. SOMEWHAT STILL SLEEPING MY DAD CAME INTO MY ROOM AND TOLD ME HE GOT DOUBLE DOUBLES. I FOUND THAT ENOUGH REASON TO GET OUT OF BED. I HUNG OUT ON THE BEAN BAG WITH MY MOM FOR A LITTLE BIT BUT THEN SHE GOT CALLED BACK INTO WORK. SHE ASKED ME TO INSTALL THE NEW BATHROOM FAN INTO THE WALL IN THE BATHROOM TODAY SO I GRABBED THE BOX AND SPENT ABOUT AN HOUR TRYING TO FIX IT WITH MY DAD. WE DIDNT END UP ACCOMPLISHING MUCH. I DECIDED TO TAKE A SHOWER AND GET READY FOR LAUREN AND ROACH'S BIRTHDAY BON FIRE THING. I QUICKLY WAS ON MY WAY WITH KIM A. AND SEANY. WE WENT TO VONS SO I COULD BUY ICY HOT (AS A GIFT) AND THEN I GATHERED UP THE REST OF THE CREW AND WE ALL WERE ON MY WAY. I WAS PRETTY UPSET THAT A GRIP LOAD OF PEOPLE THAT WERE UNINVITED WERE GOING WITH ME AND I SOMEWHAT FELT RESPONSABLE. THE BON FIRE WAS KIND OF A BUST BECAUSE WE GOT REALLY BAD DIRECTIONS FROM EVERYONE THAT DIDNT DRIVE TO THE BEACH. OH WELL, BY AROUND 9 WE GOT THERE. I GREETED MY FRIENDS AND WAS ASKED TO SET UP SOME HOOKAS SO I BUSTED IT OUT ONLY TO PUT IT AWAY 5 MINUATES LATER BECAUSE SOME OF THE FRESHMAN WERE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH PEOPLE SMOKING HOOKA AROUND THEM ... I GOT OVER THAT PRETTY QUICK BUT THEN PEOPLE STARTED PACKING UP AND I PRETTY MUCH FELT LIKE I CRASHED THE PARTY. SPEAKING OF CRASHING, I FUCKING GOT IN A MONSTER CAR ACCIDENT TONIGHT ON MY WAY HOME FROM THE BEACH. MY BRAKES LOCKED AND I FLEW INTO A LEXIS ES300. THE GUY GOT CONFUSED AND TOLD ME TO GO. I DIDNT THINK TWICE SO AND I BOUNCED. NOW I JUST HAVE TO THINK OF A WAY TO TELL MY MOM ABOUT IT. DAMN. ALL IN ALL, A BUNCH OF THINGS WENT WRONG TONIGHT BUT AT LEAST EVERYONE IN MY CAR MADE IT HOME AND SO DID I.

Dukes of Hazzard was a great movie. it makes me want to buy a dodge. after the movie i felt like drifting. so, i did some incredible 360 burnouts in intersections and empty streets. it was fun. my friends in the back seat screaming "go bo, go!" haha, throw a shrimp on the barbie? oh dear! yeah, it was a good movie. i suggest you go see it.

ive been hanging out with peter and kenny from dance team more recently. they are good guys. today tara asked me to hang out. that made me really happy. so, her, myself, larry and mike watched Harold and Kumar. it was fun. then Larry, Tara, and I went to Olive Garden. we made plans to go to a Hooka Bar next time and maybe bowling. idk, ive kinda been trying to impress her. i found out tonight that larry used to like her until about 2 weeks ago. now he says he is indifferent about the subject. we hung out at her house for a while and that was about all for the night. i look forward to hanging out with her more. when i left larry was still there watching t.v. she walked me to the door and i gave her a hug and said "goodnight" i wish i was suave, debonair, and charming. not so much like James Bond. but i think i could even do it better than him. i look forward to random things in the future. like prom and breakdancing and moving out and next summer road trips. hmm. sometimes i dont know who im trying to impress. i dont know if this has become my daily routine, although it has been a long while since i knew i was trying to impress someone. but i look for a nice polo or button down shirt and i shave and straighten my hair and rock my look like i work at nordstroms or something. shoot. when i got home i found this quiz thingy on myspace. idk what good it does putting it on sitdiary. nobody knows these people so i guess its just something i can look back on. it was pretty interesting. i forsaw some of these things happening. but then again, i could just be becoming more superstitious. CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. NEXT TO the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? 3. NEXT TO the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT 4. WRITE ANYONE'S NAME like FRIENDS or FAMILY...) next to 4, 5, & 6. DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID 5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11 6. Finally, MAKE A WISH ARE YOU READY? HERE IS THE KEY TO THE GAME 1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in SPACE 2 2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE 3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7 4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4 5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL. 6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS THE YOUR LUCKY STAR 7. THE SONG IN 8IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3 8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7 9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND 10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE 11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER SEND THIS TO A MINIMUM OF 10 PEOPLE WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS. IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE. IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE STRANGE HOW IT SEEMS TO WORK im not too sure about a few things on this.. im actually feeling some things but i am hesitant to write them still. 1.2 2.3 3.Tara 4.Larry 5.Bryant 6.Chris 7.Roxy 8.My Hump 9.Sugar we're going down 10.Starting Line- Best of me 11.Candy Rain

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY THINKING THERE WAS DANCE PRACTICE. BUT I QUICKLY FOUND OUT THERE AREN'T PRACTICES ON THURSDAYS. I DROVE AROUND FOR A BIT. I STOPPED BY KATIE'S, TANIA'S AND AGGIE'S. AFTER THAT I WENT TO MO'S HOUSE AND LEARNED HOW TO PLAY MEXICAN POKER AND A BUNCH OF OTHER WIERD GAMES. I STOPPED BY MIKE'S AND WE GOT PEPE'S BURRITOS. WE CAME TO MY HOUSE ALONG WITH NEDA AND NIMA WE WATCHED HAROLD AND KUMAR GO TO WHITECASTLE. THEN I GOT DRESSED AND WENT OUT. I STOPPED BY A FEW MORE PEOPLES HOUSES AND MADE PLANS FOR TOMORROW. I PICKED AND COOLIE AND WE WENT TO THE BEACH. IT WAS FUN. WE TOOK 2 X 4S OUT OF MY TRUNK AND RAN AROUND THE BEACH CHASING EACHOTHER. SHE'S FREAKING AWESOME. WE WERE GOING TO WALK UP TO A RANDOM BONFIRE AND ASK WHERE "STEPHANIE" WAS. LOL. WE ENDED UP JUST TAKING OVER THE FIRE WITH OUR 2X4S. IT WAS TIGHT. I GOT HER HOME KINDA LATE. I HOPE SHE DIDNT GET IN TROUBLE. WE DECIDED TO MAKE STREET SIGNS THAT SAY "JUST A LITTLE BIT" THAT WAY PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHEN TO SPEED UP JUST A LITTLE BIT AND WHATNOT. OH YEAH, AND WHEN I HIT 80MPH AND ABOVE THE NEEDLE ON MY ODOMITER GETS SHAKY. HMMMM... OH WELL. I THINK COOLIE AND I ARE GOING TO GET A PLACE TOGETHER IN ABOUT 10 MONTHS. ITD BE TIGHT. WE WERE ALWAYS PLANNING ON EITHER TAKING OVER SNL OR COMING UP WITH OUR OWN VERSION OF IT. SUCKS SHE'S GOING TO UCI IN A FEW WEEKS. I TOLD HER I'D DRIVE DOWN THERE AND PICK HER UP FOR MY MAD BIRTHDAY PARTY. I ANTICIPATE AN EXCELLENT PARTY COMING UP. WELL, WE'LL SEE HOW IM DOING WHEN WE GET THERE. GOOD NIGHT FOR NOW.

DUDE, LAST NIGHT SUCKED. AFTER THE FAIR, WHICH MOSTLY SUCKED, WE WENT TO TAQUERIA DE ANDA AT AROUND 11PM. THAT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY COOL, BUT ON MY WAY OUT OF THE PARKING LOT I GOT A FUCKING TIKET FOR NOT WEARING MY SEATBELT. FUCKER! I WAS ALREADY UPSET BUT THE TICKET JUST MADE ME ANGRY. NORMALLY I WOULD HAVE TAKEN MY ANGER OUT ON THE ROAD, BUT AFRAID TO GET ANOTHER TICKET I KEPT IT UNDER 70. I TOOK BRYANT TO HIS DAD AND KEIL TO HER HOUSE AND GOT HOME IN TIME TO MEET MY SISTER AND NIMA. THEY GOT A BUNCH OF STUFFED ANIMALS FROM THE FAIR. THEY ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG AND I TOLD THEM ABOUT THE TICKET BUT NOT ABOUT THE REST.. MOSTLY, BECAUSE I DONT EXACTLY KNOW WHATS BOTHERING ME ABOUT THE OTHER THING. I LIKE THEM. I WANTED TO SPEND THE DAY WITH THEM BUT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN. AT LEAST I GOT A NEW DOGG. HE'S PRETTY COOL. WE CALL HIM, MAXIMUS. WELL, IM GOING TO KICK IT WITH MY DOGG FOR A BIT. I HAVE DANCE PRACTICE TODAY FROM 12-3. IT'LL BE PRETTY COOL. I THINK TODAY WE'RE DOING FLIPS. OH YEAH, I DONT USUALLY KICK IT WITH SETH BUT I FOUND OUT LAST NIGHT HE'S PRETTY COOL TO HANG OUT WITH. ILL PROBABLY KICK IT WITH HIM AND GET MORE TAQUERIA DE ANDA AFTER PRACTICE. ASHLEY IS COMING OVER AROUND 4. THAT'LL BE COOL. I HAVENT SEEN HER IN A WHILE. SHE GOT A JOB THAT PAYS AROUND $8 AN HOUR SO I THINK ILL HAVE HER STEP DAD LARRY HOOK ME UP WITH A JOB AT HIS COMPANY TOO. THAT'LL HELP PAY FOR THE TICKET. IM PRETTY DAMN SELFISH. LAST NIGHT WAS CHRIS'S BIRTHDAY AND I DIDNT EVEN SEE HIM FOR MORE THAN 10 MINUATES. FUCK. I LOVE THAT GUY. HE'S A GOOD FRIEND. ILL TRY TO DO SOMETHING NICE FOR HIM FOR HIS B DAY. I HOPE HE LIKES HOOKERS. NO, PROBABLY NOT. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, STILL UPSET. -Ali

wow. fuck. im feel problematic and like im going to lose another set of friends. what the fuck good is an aquaintance for. people need friends. i do a lot of things every day. i try to make shit count, but my days dont count. i dont do anything great anymore. i might make my sis, nima, and mo my full time crew and decide that i dont need any more friends in high school. what am i trying to prove. shoot. it bothers me when i have to make so much effort. i feel like i should stay home, not call anyone, and not IM anyone anymore. shit. fuck making everyone happy. i am a bitter teenager. its part of life. bitching wont get anywhere. i probably should stop making the effort to keep in touch and make plans. i dont need people. i can be shallow too. fuck, if it werent for my friends wasting all my time i'd probably have my car restored and id be at the gym a lot more. sounds like a healthier lifestyle to me. well, i guess since my dad is walking circles around me i should go to my room so he can stop pacing. fuck, i pace too. what a lovely trait i picked up from him. outlook:negative.

pointless blog that nobody will care about ;) From: .IM electric;^$%*!!!® Date: Jul 29, 2005 1:57 AM i am just so badass i dont even need sleep. but you do dear boy. sleep up. From: LIFE OF THE PARTY Date: Jul 29, 2005 2:02 AM lol, i shall hit the sack when the sandman comes. i think he's on his way From: .IM electric;^$%*!!!® Date: Jul 29, 2005 2:02 AM no! you stay here with rocksea. she'll teach you how to be just as badass as her!!! cant resist... From: LIFE OF THE PARTY Date: Jul 29, 2005 2:04 AM well, ok. i guess i wouldnt mid you teaching me a thing or two ;) From: .IM electric;^$%*!!!® Date: Jul 29, 2005 2:14 AM well first you have to write pointless blogs that nobyd cares about, then you have to spend all your time on your computer writing down random facts nobody cares about, then take random pictures asif anybody cares about those their. but you have to do it right, or else itll just be lame. see i have to skill.anwyas who care really eh? what did you do today? From: LIFE OF THE PARTY Date: Jul 29, 2005 2:25 AM um.. i asked my mom, more like begged, her to take me to fix the brakes on my car. accidents are expensive and i have enough dents to fix. she had me wack the weeds with the machine and i was pretty grumpy after that. i showered, as i usually do after i touch anything dirty, and Mo came by. did you meet Mo? big buff persian guy.. about twenty something... anyway he told me to go to his house.. and i did like an obediant dog. but he is more like my brother than my masta. we cleaned up and watched kings of comedy. i went home for a bit to change and whatnot and i returned to his house for poker night. it was great. i broke even.. which i usually do. its great. then we watched more kings of comedy with about 10 other people and smoked hookA while doing so. my sister came over after work because i was playing poker with her boyfriend. we played some more and my sister decided she was leaving soon. i noticed that about 10 cars were behind mine and i probably shouldnt have been the parking so far up the damn driveway. so i bummed a ride home with the sister and left my car behind. ill have one of my slaves go get it or something. or ill get a ride over there and take it to fix the breaks. hmm.. good idea. i think thts pretty much my blog for the night that nobody will care about. i should post this on sitdiary. i think im developing skill... or maybe im just being wierd...still. what did you do? me go to bed now. but ill tell you 2morw what i did lol cuz im too sleey now. not as badass as i look...well love. um. ill just really rely to this tomrow. but you do have skill! rember!! so we still getting married? tis ok if you changed your mind mwah <3 rocksea From: LIFE OF THE PARTY Date: Jul 29, 2005 2:30 AM my plans havent changed a bit ;) the end. (of our convo)

IVE BEEN SMOKING DA HOOKA NONSTOP FOR A WHILE. WELL, I TAKE ABOUT A DAY OR TWO INBETWEEN. HMM...... SO MANY FLAVORS... SO LITTLE TIME... HMM... NOT ENOUGH OCCASIONS TO BUST OUT THE HOOKA. WHAT AM I SAYING, ANYTIME IS A GOOD TIME. COME ON OVER AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!

DAY CARE INBETWEEN 2ND AND 3RD GRADE. I REMEMBER IT WELL. THERE WAS GOING TO BE A BIG WATERFIGHT TOWARDS THE END OF THE SUMMER AND I HAD BEEN BEGGING MY MOM FOR A NEW SUPER SOAKER. DAY CARE WAS TYPICALLY BORING AND UNEVENTFUL. WE USUALLY JUST SAT AROUND AND PLAYED OREGON TRAIL ON THE COMPUTERS. BUT ONE DAY WE WENT ON A FIELD TRIP TO A MUSEUM. I DONT REMEMBER WHAT KIND OF MUSEUM IT WAS, THAT WASNT IMPORTANT. ON OUR WAY OUT THERE WAS A GIFT SHOP. THIS WAS DURING A TIME WHEN POGS WERE STILL A POPULAR FAD. I NOTICED A BOX OF SLAMMERS IN THE CORNER OF THE GIFT SHOP. EACH SLAMMER PRICED AROUND 1 OR 2 DOLLARS. ONE OF THE OLDER BOYS, GAZA, NOTICED MY INTEREST. HE AND HIS 6TH GRADE BUDDIES INFLUENCED ME INTO TAKING ONE SLAMMER EACH. I PUT THE SLAMMER IN MY POCKET AND WALKED AWAY. THINKING ID GOTTEN AWAY WITH MURDER I TOOK THE SHINEY NEW SLAMMER OUT OF MY POCKET ON THE BUS RIDE HOME. THE BOY SITTING NEXT TO ME NOTICED AND MADE A BIG DEAL ABOUT IT. SOON, THE TEACHERS WHERE ASKING WHERE I GOT IT AND I NATURALLY SAID FROM THE MUSEUM. WHEN WE GOT BACK TO THE DAY CARE CENTER GAZA AND I WERE QUESTIONED AT THE SMALL CIRCULAR TABLE. BEING COUGHT DOING SOMETHING REALLY BAD FOR THE FIRST TIME KILLS. I REMEMBER SITTING BY THE DOOR, ANXIOUS. WAITING FOR MY MOM TO COME SO I COULD BLAST OFF TO THE CAR BEFORE THE DAYCARE TEACHER COULD TELL MY MOM WHAT I DID. MY MOMMY HAD AN OLD SCHOOL HATCHBACK BOXED OUT BLUE HONDA ACCORD BACK THEN. WHEN I SAW THE TIN CAN ON WHEELS ROLL UP I BLASTED OFF TO GET MY MOM. THE FIRST THING I SAID WAS, "DID YOU GET MY SUPER SOAKER YET?" SHE SAID SHE HADNT HAD A CHANCE YET. I KNEW THAT I WOULDNT BE GETTING MY SUPER SOAKER ANY TIME SOON. WHEN SHE WALKED TO THE DOOR TO SIGN ME OUT THE TEACHER CONFRONTED HER AND TOLD HER THAT WE STOLE THE SLAMMERS. BY THE TIME MY MOM GOT TO THE CAR I WAS ALREADY HIDING IN THE BACK SEAT. I GOT YELLED AT AND WAS PRETTY UPSET FOR A WHILE. WE RETURNED THE SLAMMER AND I WROTE A LETTER OF APPOLOGY TO THE STORE. WHEN THE BIG DAY OF THE WATER FIGHT CAME I HAD A FREAKING PLASTIC BUCKET... LAME. FUCK. WHY DO I REMEMBER RANDOM SHIT LIKE THIS.

hey everyone ill be home in about 3 days or something. i look forward to seeing my friends. its been a while. its lonely without them... kinda. idk, it almost seems like i could see them this ofen when im home too. hmm.................... idk. my friends are good people though. when i get back there is a bunch of stuff i want to do. ill write it down so i can look back and see how much of it i really did. 1. get a job 2. join Swim Team Of Placentia 3. start my internship at Architects Orange 4. clean my room 5. wax my body and go streaking 6. make sure my friends know i love them 7. night school for math 8. have a bbq. 9. go back to the mountains with my friends 10. find freshman who are going to carry me on their shoulders for the first day of school 11. pay Larry back for warped tour 12. fix body damage on my green mustang 13. find new engine for my green mustang 14. mow the lawn... eventually 15. see Roxy 16. get rid of my desk.. it sucks. 17. play with fireworks 18. get in trouble 19. sneek out of my window 20. "borrow" my dads new car for a day 21. get a sound system for my green mustang 22. sell my white mustang im getting tired of making this stuff up as i go along so... take care. ill leave Iran on monday and its basically a 30 hour flight, so ill most of you guys on wedneday. i hope there are people at my house to greet me or something when i get back.. probably not. oh well. i tried to get my grandma to say goodnight and she said "goodyboody?" and i said.. yes, good job grandma. so, goodyboody for now everyone. -Ali

T.V. shows play without you.. music plays without you.. people have fun without you.. and.. friends go on without you.. goodmorning/goodnight

Iran is very gangster nation. its all about who you know and how much power is in your families name and my family is tight. i love always having so much family around me. its a great change from seeing... none of my family .. ever. lol. wow, i guess we changed our tickets and im going to be here until monday.. then im off so ill probably be home around tuesday. i miss my friends and some special people, but i probably wouldnt be seeing them anyways. oh well, shit happens. what can you do? just wait i guess. well, i hope all is well in the o.c. when i get back lets all hit the beach.. yes, the beach.. as my uncle says, "no thanks, UNLESS you have RED JELLO!"

WOW, IVE BEEN WRITING FOR ABOUT 30 MINUATES AND WHEN I HIT SAVE IT DID NOTHING. APPARENTLY WHEN YOUR ONLINE FOR TOO LONG IT SIGNS YOU OFF. HMM... WELL, BASIC RECAP.. SUMMER SCHOOL = BORING.. AT LEAST ITS ALMOST OVER. I GOT A HAIRCUT TODAY BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE IT. BEFORE after I STOPPED BY KRYSTLES HOUSE TO SEE HOW SHES BEEN DOING. SHE SEEMS TO BE KEEPING HERSELF DISTANT FROM ME. IDK WHY. SHE DOESNT REALLY TELL ME THINGS ANYMORE.. WELL, SHE ONLY TALKED TO ME FOR A LITTLE WHILE WHEN SHE DID. SHE TOLD ME MIKE WAS TAKING HER TO ALYSSA'S PARTY SO, I DECIDED TO GO. I DIDNT REALLY WANT TO BE THERE WHEN HE SHOWED UP. I LOVE THE GUY BUT I AM EASILY BOTHERED, WHAT CAN I SAY? I FOUND KITTY AND I HUNG OUT WITH HER FOR A BIT THEN I STOPPED BY ROACH'S HOUSE. I PICKED HER UP AND WENT FOR A DRIVE. WE SAW A CUTE BUNNY IN THE STREET AND I WAITED FOR IT TO MOVE. WE TALKED FOR A BIT THEN I RETURNED HER SAFELY HOME. ON MY WAY OUT I SAW THAT BUNNY AGAIN AND I TRIED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF IT.. BUT IT RAN AWAY. SINCE MY CAMERA WAS OUT I DECIDED TO TAKE PICTURES OF MYSELF DRIVING HOME. ENJOY HOPE YOU LIKED THEM. WHICH DO YOU LIKE THE BEST? I NOTICED A FEW THINGS ABOUT MY FRIENDS.. GOOD AND BAD SOME OF THEM PUT EVERYTHING BEFORE YOU SOME OF THEM HARDLY KNOW YOU'RE THERE SOME OF THEM STAY QUITE WHEN YOU VISIT SOME OF THEM DONT THINK YOU CARE SOME OF THEM WISH YOU WOULD COME BY MORE SOME OF THEM ONLY TALK WHEN YOU CALL SOME OF THEM ARE THE ONES YOU WAIT FOR, SOME OF THEM WATCH, WHEN YOU FALL. SOME OF THEM MAKE THEIR APPEARENCE SOME OF THEM CARE ON OCCASION SOME OF THEM LOVE YOUR PRESANCE SOME OF THEM LOVE YOUR AQUAINTANCE AT LEAST THEY'RE FRIENDS.... RIGHT? WELL, ANOTHER DAY GONE, ANOTHER DAY LOST ANOTHER FRIEND FOUND, ANOTHER TEAR TOSSED ANOTHER BROKEN SMILE, ANOTHER TORN LIMB ANOTHER LOST DREAM, ANOTHER LITTLE FIN TOMORROW, A DAY AHEAD,TOMORROW A DAY OF CHILL TOMORROW, ANOTHER HEAD ACHE TOMORROW ANOTHER WHITE PILL GOODNIGHT ORANGE COUNTY ILL SEE YOU TOMORROW AT WARPEDTOUR -Ali

Happy 4th of July :) Last night I used some tooth whitening stuff... idk if it worked. Im taking Senior pictures sometime this week.I need a haircut. ill call up Tina and ask her to pencil me in. shes the best. Im pretty excited. Im finally a senior. its kind of wierd taht ive been telling people im a senior for the past 3 years and now i wont be lying. hmmmm... idk why i feel so lousy.. kinda let down but not really. idk. woo hoo. a bunch of people are probably going to alyssas party tonight. i think id rather go to the park and be innocent instead of doing something naughty. im think ill venture off into the day. ill let you know how it goes, maybe?