ABOUT 2 HOURS REMAIN, AND IM NOT TOO HAPPY ABOUT THE FIRST 22 OF MY DAY. SUMMER SCHOOL WAS FINE UNTIL SOME GUY TRIED TO GET IN MY FACE. HE TRIED TO PULL THAT WHOLE BIG BUFF FOOTBALL PLAYER, CHEST TO CHEST FACE OFF. I WAS ABOUT 2 SECONDS FROM LIFTING MY FIST AND SMASHING IT INTO HIS FACE, WHEN MY BUDDY DANNY JUMPED IN AND MADE ME LET IT GO. STUPID ASS SKIN HEAD BRO (NOT TO STEREOTISE OR OFFEND ANYONE). OTHER THAN THAT BRAINDEAD BITCH, IM STILL ENJOYING SUMMER SCHOOL. BUT IVE ALWAYS ENJOYED SCHOOL. IVE ALWAYS FELT RELAXED AND COMFORTABLE WHEN IM AT SCHOOL. IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER WHERE I AM, BUT I HAVE FRIENDS EVERYWHERE I LOOK. IVE KNOWN FOR A WHILE BUT PROBLEMS AT HOME HAVE FINALY STARTED ESCALADING TO A POINT WHERE I DONT WANT TO STAY HERE ANY LONGER. ALCOHOLICS ARENT COOL. FATHERS ARENT SUPPOSED TO BE ALCOHOLICS. TODAY I CAME PRETTY CLOSE TO THROWING MY 30 POUND CURLING WIEGHT AT MY DAD. IM NOT MUCH OF AN EMOTIONAL GUY BUT HE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT WHENEVER I TALK TO HIM. HE'S BROKEN ME DOWN TO TEARS BEFORE BUT WHEN IT HAPPENS ON OCCASION I HIDE IT FAIRLY WELL. TODAY, WHILE I WAS IN THE SAME ROOM WITH HIM, HE STARTED YELLING AT ME SO I YELLED BACK, DEFENDING MYSELF. HE LEFT AND CAME BACK A MINUATE LATER AND SHOUTED "IF YOU EVER RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME AGAIN, ILL MAKE YOU CRY" I DONT KNOW IF HE MEANT THAT BUY PHYSICAL OR MENTAL ABUSE BUT HOWEVER HE MEANT IT, IM NOT PLANNING ON TAKING IT. IF HE EVER TRIES TO HIT ME I WILL NOT HESITATE TO THROW HIM TO THE GROUND, TAKE HIS NEW CAR KEYS AND MY BAG AND BOUNCE. IDK WHERE I'D GO, BUT I'D PROBABLY DO AS MUCH DAMAGE TO HIS CAR AS POSSIBLE. OFF ROADING, DRAG RACING ON SIDEWALKS, PUSHING THE CAR TO ITS LIMITS. THAT WOULD MAKE HIM CRY, HAHA. AND IF HE GETS DRUNK AND YELLS AT ME AGAIN I'LL TAKE OFF TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE FOR A FEW DAYS. IM GETTING REALLY TIRED OF BEING PUSHED AROUND BY THIS GUY. I DONT CARE IF HE IS MY DAD. LESS THAN 11 MONTHS OF THIS SHIT BEFORE I MOVE OUT FOR GOOD. I HOPE I MAKE IT.